because coincidence is hard to stumble upon.

if only Nicolas and Eugene were online haha

so i was about to get myself a pretty kimono from ImpulseGrabber and after a few messages sent to and fro, little did both the shop owner and i realize;


hahaha. i remember you now.
you bought from my old site. Aphrodite Touch. the denim leggings. righhhtttttt. heeeeee.

i write more in lyricalquotes these days.
i call out to my good friend whom i spent a good time talking with today to go there and see what i have written down for her :)

Jai Ho- Pussycat Dolls

Oceans and Blue Sands! :D

HAHA.
i love you laptop

eyes are sore.
geez.

because i'm putting it to good use. HAH

zakat
-> cukai pengeluaran sebahagian harta oleh org Islam


Mawali
-> org bukan Arab yg memeluk agama Islam


Zimmi
-> org bukan Islam that choose to live under pemerintahan Islam.
-> too bad, have to pay jizyah.


jizyah
-> cukai for individu bukan Islam yg tinggal bawah kerajaan Islam


Hijabah
-> penyekatan
-> Muawiyah memulakan sistem kawalan ini
-> three pegawai dikecualikan;

• Bilal
• Ketua Pos
• Ketua Penyedia Makanan

Diwanul Jundi
-> Jabatan Ketenteraan


Khawarij
-> Islams that are against Ali bin Abu Talib


Syiah
-> Islams that are for Ali bin Abu Talib


golongan Mudejar
-> org Islam setempat ( minoriti ) yg harus tinggal di kawasan pemerintahan Kristian
-> opposite of... Zimmi.


baiah
-> perakuan taat setia oleh para khalifah
-> disertai nama Allah sbg sokongan
-> jamin pelantikan bakal pentadbir

and this is all in one chapter.

see also can pengsan.
i suggest you fellow form4s save this page for free reference. LULZ

• a stupid in 5 Azam forgets that Novel comes out for Bahasa Melayu.
• the stupid is me.
• 8 people in one saga; from Seksyen5 to Sri Rampai HAHA
  

is it me, or did he say 25 dollars in the most cinapek way ever?

EEEE I LOVE FENG!

because i love you.

this is for M

:)

come back to Malaysia, pretty please :)

because PDA can be good.

i love Puan Tan Tee Hwa.
i love Puan Geetha.
i love Puan Zakiah.
:D


i love the fact that although i was exhausted from morning school, i managed to pay attention during Moral and Physics' extra classes. EXTREMELY rare JuYi moments, fyi.

i also love my fourth blog LOL
http://www.lyricalquotes.blogspot.com/

and oh, i love you too..........

beloved Krispy Kreme doughnut. :)

alaa jangan la merajuk.

i love you jugaaak ;p

because i can't let the music stop.

something about the look in your eyes

something about your beautiful face

in a sea of people, there is only you

because i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad.

hello, testing...


blogging from the brother's new laptop!
sorry i just had to jakun over it for a while before bed because


1. i never thought he had the money to get himself one
2. i never thought we would ever have one in this house
3. it's someone's birthday todaaaaaaaay :D

SELAMAT 17TH HARI JADI, EDNA RAJAN!

:D:D:D

can i name some examples of how much of a good friend she is/has been?

• don't know what to eat if you're on a diet? ask Edna.
• don't know the answer to an Addmath question? ask Edna.
• don't know the answer to a sex question? ask Edna.
• don't know the answer to a boys-related question? ask Edna.
• don't know the answer to any general question? ask Edna.
• don't know if she knows the answers? its okay, ask Edna.
• don't know if you have enough money for recess? ask Edna.
• want someone to reply to your hello? say hello to Edna.
• need a partner to bimbo-talk with? do it with Edna.
• need camwhore partner? ask Edna.
• need someone to just make you laugh? geez ask Edna.
• want delish peanut butter and choc cookies? ask Edna to bake.
• want to eat someone's food for recess? eat Edna's.
• don't know if you're actually sane? ask Edna.
• no wait the last one can't be accepted coz Edna herself is not so sane
• need to sing an Archuleta song with someone? sing with Edna.
• want to start krumping in the middle of a class? do it with Edna.
• need a future clubbing partner? go with Edna.
• want a hug when you're crying? don't have to ask, Edna is there.
• need an ear to listen to all your sadistic drama? borrow Edna's.
• need a helping hand? Edna's hands are always there.

this woman.... has been such a good leaning support to me, i can't even thank her enough. never once was she not there for me, even in my silly PMS times haha i had to bring it up and especially in the lending money times LULZ. i owe this lady more than half of my life. even when i become super rich famous superstar in my near future, i'll never be able to repay her for everything she has done for me and everytime she has pulled me back up when i just fell and fell and fell.


and it turns my little smile around to know that... after this year, we might not be seeing each other as often anymore as we go for our destined paths that God has made for us. friends forever no matter what, kan kan?

Edna, my beloved banana.

i love you doh.

have been for the past four years :)

i truly cherish the great friendship that you and i have had, are having and hopefully will be having in our future.

*jumps on you and hugs you to near death*

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this marks my 700th post. kalah kamu semua LOL

actually i never kept count with my numbers of posts; i just saw it on my dashboard two seconds ago and went 'eh cooool'.

did i mention i really love yesterday?

it's just... one of those really rare moments in which i didn't stick to my daily routine. i've always seen myself as the type of person who loved having a scheduled life; the type of life where the whole plan is laid out for me to see on a big linen tablecloth. today, i discovered that there was so much more excitement and joyful fun in complete random decisions and spontaneity. just makes you wanna scream out loud and say just do it!, you know.

the second i stepped into my house at 7:34 p.m., a bitter bit of lightning struck me. and my feet touched the solid marble floor of reality. because i realized that tomorrow, i will have to continue going through this hopefully-shortlived planned routine of mine. really, will i go back to finding planned plots better than unpremeditated days like these?

the mad, mad world we live in.

EDIT

and now i blog from my home computer, leaving in five minutes to school. decided to read Jolene's posts before i go and some other good ones. *sigh* it is COMPLETELY demotivating, the fact that a near percentage of everyone is having mental breakdowns, paperwork assignments to hury and exams to study for.

here i am.

pelajar target SPM.

picking my nose and eating breakfast.

not in Moral class at this very instant.

well, at least i know i'm not alone when it comes to facing deadlines.

why am i going to school at 10:00 a.m.?

i just decided to mix up my own daily routine, i guess.

Mad World- Adam Lambert

because three days is enough.

.

did you realize that on Good Friday, it rained like cats and dogs the whole late evening until night? and the next day, the moon was in gorgeous full bloom although it was pouring? and this early morning, the sun and its rays were in such full extensions and beams? oh the majestic light; such a beautiful silhouette to the day that Jesus Christ rose from the dead.


the past three days have been all over the place, but the smile never faded of my face. whoah dood it rhymes man LULZ! from Good Friday meeting --> dance practice --> Archuleta --> Rasa Unmasked --> dance dance dance --> superdamnbapakawesome whole-day outing with good people.

i present to you... the plastic egg of the BoonHawk!

12 March 2009.

hari yg terlalu amat best yg saya x akan lupai seumur hidup gua

exhausted.

stupid.

haven't bukak bvku.

nk makan JCo

Secret Valentine- We The Kings

because i miss my father.

After we are officially dead, people don't talk about you anymore. They try to avoid your name in conversations and even in their life. This is just what it appears to be; I mean, this is
just what you see, but in life, there are much more that can't be seen. People remember you. They think about you, maybe not in the outside but in the inside.

-one of the only people i know who still believes in miracles and the good in people

it may be hard to believe,

but that last sentence is very much true.

some might find it hard to believe, some might not... but in real life, i speak a lot of things that are the total opposite of what is actually going on inside. most people have the first impression of me as a talkative, witty, sarcastic and confident woman yeah i'm a woman okeh xP . and at times, a very tough and stone-like female warrior but truth is.... i am one of the most sensitive people i know.

my confidence level out of 10 is about a four?
i'm not all that witty.

i'm not all that sarcastic either.

me? a tough female warrior?

ever since my father's death, i have to admit... i've built an even harder and rock-like exterior to shield myself. daddy didn't like seeing me cry. and maybe thats why... i stopped crying in front of him. i remember a particular day when i was 13 when i learnt to cry silently for the first time. we argued about something silly as we were in the car and while he sat in the driver's seat, i sat right behind him in the passenger's seat with my head leaned against his chair; with streams rolling down my cheeks, burning my throat's insides.

i stopped crying... a half hour later. and that was the night i allowed the first brick into my life; the brick that is now part of the stone wall that surrounds me like a protective armor. i cried very silently that night. damn i felt like a female warrior.

as the years went by, the discreet wall just continued piling itself up.
up and up and up it went.

sometimes i look back and wonder... what if.. there was no wall? what if i did let him see my tears? what if he knew that for the past two years of my life, i knew what he was going through?

you see. my dad himself is like many of us. he needed to know that he was loved. and appreciated. and cared for. he needed to know that he was an important person. he needed to know that there were people who can understand all the shit that he has put up with all his life.

that is the one thing that i will regret for the rest of my living years; not letting my dad know that he was the most important person to ever grace the pages of my life. not letting him know that i loved him more so than any living daughter ever would. not letting him know that i appreciated all his blood, sweat and tears he put into raising this great family i was born into.

not letting him know that i really did understand.

i really did understand.

i think about you, daddy.

maybe not on the outside but inside.

i'm amazed that as i sit here and type all this out.... i did not shed a single tear. no wells, no salty seas. hmmm, maybe i am a tough female warrior after all. correction; daddy's tough female warrior :)

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just something i drafted quite a long time ago.

cheers people.

never ever hold back from love :)

Mad World- Gary Jules

because unbelievable's not the word, seriously.

the round glass table to my right is PACKED with papers/documents/books/workbooks/more papers that i need fill/do/write in/complete.


sorry kay, i need to take a break.

oh angin

sampaikan lagu padanya

yang sering pilu

Belaian Jiwa- Innuendo

because unbelievable is the least to describe it.

someone doesn't know Quest, Lacey Schwimmer, doesn't watch SoYouThinkYouCanDance but calls himself a dancer, and think's i'm a guy!

oh how silly can you be.

2 years, and i still love you! :)

happy 17th birthday, Nadeem Mohd Rafiq.

notice the wall covered with graffiti behind? bapak style

no one's party can be sicker than Nadeem's.

because only at his and Edna's xD party, can you see me dancing like this;

doing some slut dancing with future clubbing kaki, Kepala Hexagon

Today.

• 3 hour extra class in school.
• futsal with the apek boys and great girls ;)
• badminton.
  
  
  
  

i feel the need to write about each event on a short scale, so i will start with morning 3 hours Physics class with the great Pn Tan Tee Hwaaa. truth be told, i always slept during physics last year. fail-> pass -> fail -> pass. begitulah hidup saya masa form4.

it wasn't difficult but not completely easy either to alter from dumbfounded sleepy head to dumbfounded inquistive kid. one thing i'm sure, however is that i really, have never, ever seen physics as such an interesting subject before until PnTan stepped into the picture. God bless that lovely woman for making so many of our lives earlier. she's like the Malaysian Oprah, kan Mei?

really good boost in doing well for Physics in SPM.

God + Pn Tan + my butt in disciplined work = A dohh AAAAA

futsal with the apek boys after school was awesomazing. female players consist of Subashini, Priya and myself. and the rest were all rough, disgusting, sweaty, pig-like, grotesque boys. got kicked in the face with the football by abang Adrian Wong which made my lip bleed but i fell to the ground laughing instead because i found it ridiculously funny that when he was kicking the ball, i just stood right in front of him motionless. pandai.

what doesn't kill you make you stronger, yes?

i scored a goal and accidentally kicked the football into Adrian's stomach really hard. *insert witch laughter*

badminton right after that? yeah we're all supermen and superwomen know. got raging hormones with adrenaline levels up til the neck. so the guys went to get even more sweaty and the girls just sat, enjoyed the fan and did some talking HAHA. the conversation transitioned from teachers --> after-SPM life --> literature --> blogging --> BoonHoe --> BoonAun.

wakil sekolah, jgn main-main.

favourite picture shot by moii to date ;)

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911. may i know whats your emergency?

hi, umm, yeah my brother's developed good taste in fashion.

holy mother of ganja and methyl

after years of wardrobe misses, finally the boy blooms.

i like you so much its retarded

Sky- Joshua Radin ft Ingrid Michaelson

because its a new fever.

what is your proudest moment?

marrying my wife.

AWWW KRIS ALLEN!

nasib baik engkau dh kahwin/aku teramat cinta pada kawan baik lelaki aku. klu x, we would have been the perfect match made in heaven. *deep heavenly sigh*

excuse moi, i still love abang Danny Gokey very much. but gosh everyone else is so amazing; starting to be fond of Allison Iraheta, Matt Giraud.. and oh, my mom thinks Adam Lambert is hot. and holy mother of ganja, the woman's fifty. but actually he is laa, in that very eccentric non-straight way. i too am starting to like him very much. so yes, SiuWern. if you need a go-ku-ku-ga-ga partner, i'm there. ;)

the prolonged headaches from last year are back.

it definitely comes as a surprise because i thought after... so many hospital appointments, visiting so many doctors, bitterly swallowing so much medicine, i honestly thought i would be perfectly fine by now. looks like i'll be making a trip to the chinese doctors again. hope i'll be as quirkly and bubbly like Megan Joy after its all over.

you give me fever when you kiss me

fever in the morning

fever all through the night

How Sweet It Is- Kris Allen

oh wait, i do have a photo with JiaLi :D

and yet, another extremely attractive photo of myself.

because good times, will be good times.

why you don't take photos of yourself anymore?

i do... just not as much. :D

i used ( yes, USED ) to be a complete vainpot, back when i was fourteen. i think PCD was a big influence haha. the fanatism died down a little bit and i slowly stopped taking camwhore-esque photos of myself sometime in form3. just a few days ago, i was going through pictures in my computer with a friend. i never realized there were so much yes much i because i couldn't count photographs i have of myself and especially, photographs of myself with great friends.

so i decided to have a photopost :)

many of my pictures have some sort of quirky/ embarassing history to it; some emotional, some silly, random and fun, some out of camwhore instincts... oh well, photographs will be photographs.

most attractive shot of 2007 haha

smoking crack part 1. at my second home, SiuWern's house. lives 23 steps right behind the school gate. honestly one of the most amazing people i know. :D practicing a dance piece for Leaders' Dinner 07, yes? SiuWern took this with my cipek Nokia camera. remember drowning in sweat and complaining about belly fat as i always do lol. hair was so long :(

Divya, a girl who lives a 100 metres away from my home. only got to know of her existence in form2 in tuition; same goes to her. 07 kot. don't know what made us go up to my bedroom when we usually hang in front of my computer downstairs and snap this vain-cam-sial photo in my mirror, which currently still is on my wall. used to go to each other's houses after school on an almost daily basis; eat Maggi TomYam and talk about boys lol.

Ranjali :). aaah so many memories i have with this crazy high-in-the-morning woman. no day is dull when she's around, i promise you. and finally, an '06 photo! Saturday morning where a few of us got together to decorate the class for Merdeka. we're wearing the same jeans, can you tell? :D i lost that Art Club shirt i was wearing though. babi. and no i wasn't really being kicked to the whiteboard.

emo phase in mid '07. wearing favourite satin pyjamas which i tore some time after that and daddy threw it away :(. cried on a weekly basis back in form3. what in the world maan. drama queen will forever stay a drama queen, i guess. aaah wavy long haaair~

Ampang Point with some of the '08 SVian basketballers. after one of the men's matches at SMK Seri Ampang. basketball memoriiiiies. team captain of 07, and then Divya came to Seksyen 5 in 08 and rampased it all from me. kurang ajar punya perempuan. see her hands all wrapped up with white bandage? if only i remember who made her go through that painful ski-on-the-tar-ground incident........

FooFy.... my dog. no seriously. damn her hair was funky HAHA. short hair. LRT toilet. wearing 3-inch black pumps. no i wasn't really talking on the phone lol. went walking around in Sungei Wang and blistered my poor ankles red. then FooFy bought me slippers that costed RM24, which then got semi-eaten by my dog after a few months. moral of the story; don't be a fool like me, wearing heels go jalan-jalan even though it was only for 3 hours.

the other ( and real ) dog, Blacky. :) wonderfully graced the chapters of my life when mom picked her up from SPCA in June '08. one of the most peculiar dogs you'll ever meet. rarely barks, bites, wags tail. sumpah adorable. and weird.

some of my brother's Gangbang dogs. ChinChen's 17th birthday! see that boy in grey on the far left? 's gone way more good looking now lol, and so have most of them. tall guy in the back's now in New Zealand. bday boy in dark blue is now in Australia. many people have and still are questioning me; why do i hang out with men more than women? i don't know, do i have a correct answer for that?

Samantha, a close friend i've known since primary. MCA. YE's final meeting of 08. photo took by the great LeeJianYuan. *click!* this girl's badan sungguh cantik okeh; ade potential jadi model. now very happy with boyfriend already la hor? wish you all the best babe ;)


Azam class party of '08. gambar yang amat muhibah. all i remember was us shaking our heads really rapidly and i told them to stick their tongues out. Melydia i've known since standard5, Naveen since form2. still love them very much up until today :) nasib baik masih sama kelas, kan kan?

Youth '09. didn't reach the top. never reached the top before. had a scorpion placed on my shoulder without my acknowledgement after that. panicked like a gedik haha. touched some snakes fearlessly though. :D


Valentines '09. handed out more than 200 'JuYi loves me!' *click!* stickers to teachers, loved ones, friends and people i didn't even know. most memorable Valentines dlm seluruh hidupku. Mei had three stickers coz she's special ;D Nadeem had four; three in which he stole from other people. kurang ajar. still love you, black brother. <3>


smoking crack part 2. actually eating some green tea ice cream at jap restaurant in Hartamas with family. one of those rare family outings that i cherish. nearly fought with my sister at the table. finished 70% of the food that was served. biasa la kann.




two people in which i have the most contrast with, yet, most similarities as well. JiaLi should be in this photo :( NexGen activity somewhere in Melawati. padang yg teramat lecak. big fish small fish haha :D. bittersweet day but still managed to pull a smile off.






BAAM! latest camwhore photo. after Chillies dinner at KLCC with some 17 year old jinbangs. GuyEon spoke with the funniest and gayest orang putih slang at the table when waiter asked whether he wanted a drink refill. eh, suke doh kaki aku dlm gambar ni xD

there's this one photograph that is simply delightful to look at. just imagine a bench of middle-aged women, sitting side by side closely, with the background of a pretty riverbank, smiling and laughing to every bit of reality. my mother is one of those women. and thats a photo that was took while she was in England last year, pasted at the side of her room mirror. to me, it really depicted the great time that she had while she was there, and the great times she had shared with the great women, in which some have been her girlfriends for decades.

it is so important to have a picture of every great moment we are going to have, because they are simply not worth forgetting. and being the forgetful person i am, i don't want to slowly forget anymore of my good times that i've had in the past couple of years, though i am still at the mere ripening age of sixteen.

to all my readers/friends; i really would love to see one or two of your great memories captured in a shot. so if you could, just blog up a picture of you and your pet, your friends, or some people that you treasure dearly in your life. not only will it make me smile to see it, but i'm sure it would make you smile as well, as you rekindle old flames, old memories and the good ol' times. :)

Man In The Mirror- Kris Allen

because you are my fool. <3

Room 505

today i had great fun pranking everyone and anyone i know.

teachers as well; Pn Zakiah, Encik Nazalan, Pn Chee HAHA

i can't believe almost everyone all fell for the typical, practical 'got something on your shirt/hair' April Fool joke. everyone except Edna, whose joke i customized specially for her only.

Edna.. can see your nipple doh.

HAHAHA. sorry sister. i still love you very much ;p

my best prank to date is the crying because argue with boyfriend one, that got the great Liyana fooled. NGAH AH AH. i just realized how easily i transition from telenovela drama queen to immediate joker. maafkan lah hamba, oh Liyana. patik bersalah tetapi ku tidak patut dihukum dengan diberi bahu sejuk cold shoulder? LULZ oleh baginda.

later in the day, the great mood had to be ruined by the infamous headache. geez. whoever marries me in the future is gonna suffer. therefore, i apologize before hand to my future husband who could/would be reading this someday. LULZ

to my dear Submarine girl,

no matter how deep you sink, you can never sink past my sight and thought. i'm glad you're trying your best and i hope you know that i love you, pretty much from the bottom of my heart. :) i'm sorry for not being able to provide you a lending hand or shoulder to tear on or ears that you can borrow for long. but i know you'll be okay. you'll be okay, okay? :)

and to resident of room 505,

______ says:
ok I WANA COME I DONT CARE!
______ says:
be there in five minutes??

;D

thank youu for completing my day. <3

if there was photo of every great moment we've had, our albums would fill a library.



Tracks Of My Tears- Adam Lambert