i love ice cream with sugars ! thanks sw. xoxo. AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

juyi loves ______. ____________________________!
NYAHAHAHHA.

and fyi, i'm not mad.
and fyi, i DO NOT have a peminat in form 2. NOT A PEMINAT.

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yes yes JuYi's back.

please excuse mad person who typed all that above aka chocaholic.

yes she is maaaaaaad.

prolly she got it from me.WAGAGAGAGGAGAGAGAGA~

Joel Madden loves me.

he told u to KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF ME. take that.

very wack day today.

i drank coffee to keep myself awake and alert the whole day.

and half of my energy has been drained out from laughing non stop this evening.

because ..

• i intruded into the toilet stall when Ranjali was doin her 'business'
• i messed with chocaholic's peminat form2. YES A PEMINAT FORM2!

nyahahahahahah. i'm still laughing.

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl- Good Charlotte

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Girlfriend- Avril Lavigne

BoonHoe broke KeeAun's guitar. O.O

note; its a brand new guitar.
KeeAun's guitar is like his baby.

okay it wasn't exactly BoonHoe's fault but like .. he was supposed to look after it since KeeAun went somewhere else for a while and it was leaning against the wall and it just .. well, fell down.

and BoonAun started shouting at him like maaaad!
maaadness i tell you. and we all know BoonAun curses quite alot.
and we just finished church for goodness sake.
and BoonAun was cursing so loud!

so like ..
yea la i cannot tahan coz it really wasn't BoonHoe's fault and alot of people saw that and BoonHoe would just feel even worst when he really didn't mean to let that accident happen. so i told BoonAun to just stop it. he's not just shouting in public but also setting a bad example for his younger brother by cursing soooo much.

damn if i didn't control myself i would've just slapped him.
he deserved it.

i know i'm not part of his family or something and i have no right to sibuk in ..
but cmon la. BoonAun shouldn't be like that, right right right?

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well anyway, thats not what's right on my mind right now.
i just want to write about a friend of mine i just knew. and maybe this can be a story that we can all look up to and inspire from.
names will not be mentioned to protect the innocent or maybe .. not so innocent
so will name him Kent here.

Kent is 18 this year.
my brother and BoonAun know him. and alot more people lahh.
my brother always adviced me not to mix with him too much because he is a huge gangster.

correction; he WAS a gangster.

i added him in msn and we chatted.
he told me about how his life was 5 years back and how much he regretted.
2 credit and the other 8 subjects failed. O.o can u live with that spm result?

so i advice u la .. study hard for SPM k?
O.o i'm sitting for PMR this year.

during his gangsterism days, he was widely known among different communities.
he was involved in smoking.
and drugs too.
but thank God so so so much he got off drugs already.

here are some of what Samuel told me;

• you know if got fight all the way in Damansara, he in Ayer Panas, he will go.
• he don't go empty handed okay! he brings ka cang kinda like .. parang and stuff wan la okay?
• he kena buang three times from three schools last time.
• you think he fight play play wan izzit? he admitted to hospital a few times before.

Samuel doesn't lie. seriously.

one of the bigger things that shocked me more was that when our school had fights and stuff like that, he would be there.

O.o
i know.

but now, of all times after SPM, he finally regretted.
he's now working in KLCC with a low income of 1000+ and supporting his poor family with his elder sister working as a nurse in Singapore.

one thing that i really pity bout him is that .. he's a very fast swimmer. like, freaking fast, according to what people told me la. and the fact that he was a smoker disabled him and weakened him even more.

smokers cannot become swimmers.
their aveoli have been punctured from smoking and because they cannot hold their breath for too long.

so imagine if he wasn't a smoker.
he would've gone national in swimming. o.O
whaaat don't look at me like that, things can happen.

he's going to Singapore soon.
to start a new life. hahah. sounded soooo cheesy when he said it.
but i will continuously keep him in prayer. =)

his story definitely moved me in alot of ways.
not to give up;
stay strong;
appreciate what i have;

and of course ..
look forward to the future, be happy and not look back. =)

the brightest future

will always be based on a forgotten past

- Faizal Abdul Ghani -

- specially for Wong Ju Yi - =)

If You Believe- Rachel Lampa

i love Melissa R and Melissa S!

the world totally agrees with meeee! =D

almost all of the rest are like crap. seriously.

Search For The Next Pussycat Doll babeee. ;)

but i am rooting rooting rooting! for Melissa R!

she's philipino. hah. don pray pray.

here are some videos for your viewing pleasure. :D

*click!*

Mellisa R: this is our lovely ... brick ... pole ... that we

Brittany: thats not brick!

Mellisa R: what izzit?

Brittany: thats wood!

*click!* boy do i want to live there maaan.

i'm gonna put my socks here and make it smell!

*licks pillow and wall*

i hate Sisely. she sucks biiiiiiiiiiig time seriously.

more videos will be put on soon. ;)

i'm not perfect

neither are you

So Excited- Janet Jackson ft. Khia

whoopsie.
Liyana and Inara got extreme high scores for Geografi hahah my bad. xD

i've always been saying that i get stressed out easily from homework and stuff like that.
i don't feel that i should say that because ..

• i only have tuition two-three days a week
• i have a lot of time
• i don't spend it wisely
• and instead, complain that i don't have time

i have a lot of different friends of different backgrounds who face worse.
they have tuition everyday.
they barely have time to actually do their own studying.

i read a friend's blog and she even cried in school due to too much pressure.
esp some of those who are taking extra subs like Chinese, Tamil wtv wtv ..
so for those of you who are really going through this stress and pain;

there's 192 days more.
don't worry.
friends are around you.
do enjoy life, time waits for no one.
just keep a balanced life. =)

hear every thought; see every dream

and give her wings when she wants to fly

Vans- The Pack

i am very the booooooooooooooooooored. =s
i can't help la i don feel like finishing my since-ages-ago-already-waiting-for-me homework.
the Impossible Quiz is so impossible i don't feel like doing it anymore.

Liyana got 98 and Inara got 100 for BM. O.O
you freaks.

my footsole cut is killing me. T.T
its still so watery and like .. sticky.
isn't it supposed to dry up or something?

off to finish BM project.
toodles.

i don't predict when i will make mistakes

but at least i realize it

and i learn from them

Saturday Night Fever- Bee Gees

played some basketball yesterday with gorgor, Xia Ming school bball player, Nicolas and Emilio.
did i tell you i abso rock at bball? xD ahahks.
and just so you get the whole story, i did not wear shoes. yes i don't need your lecture i got enough of that from my mom.

note to self;


when playing with my brother.
he made me fall three times okay?




the scratches from my first fall wasn't so bad lahh. but it still stings until today. O.O
he kicked my toes. i shall not explain any further.
it scraped extremely hard .. and the next second, a thick pile of my footsole skin was gone.


which means ..
u can see the flesh of my footsole. about the size of a ten cens coin.
its still bleeding.
and still watering until today.
and boooooooooooooooooooy does it huuuuuuuuuuurt. tsk tsk ~~

i can't let it touch anything or it'll sting even more.
so when i sleep .. i can't let my blanky cover it. =(
and i must sleep with my blanky covering my whole body!
and it HAAAAAAAAAD to rain yesterday. which made it even colder yesterday night.

i couldn't go to school i barely had sleep! weeeeeee~
but i will have to wear slippers again lahh to school next day.
people will be thinking why la does JuYi always hurt her feet?

no matter which path you take

they are never a bed of roses

i am glad i took this path where i am suffering now

but i know will be eventually better soon

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman- Bryan Adams

okay so maybe .. my blog has returned to normal.
blahh. whatever lahh.

i've been watching too much sytycd vids lately.
but they're all getting more awesome and awesome.
the Zombie Dance of So You Think You Can Dance! *click*

among my other favourites ..
Natalie and Musa- Mambo *click*
Benji Schwimmer winner of SYTYCD2 with Donyelle Jones top 4 finalist- Viennese Waltz *click*
Travis Wall 1st runner up with Heidi Groskreutz top 4 finalist- Contemporary *click*

The Dork Dance! by Tranji! *click*

and the one i've been addicted to since last year; Sexyback final four. *click*

i basically am wasting alot of time on the computer.
and i haven't got off that stupid, annoying, oh-so-addictive Incredible Quiz yet.
link will be up when i feel like putting it up. :D

i can move on, but i can't walk away

Ramalama Bang Bang- Roisin Murphy

i dunno how to use xanga. =(
someone teach me how to use xanga its so confusing!

i stil like blogspot but i don't want to come up with a stupid page that doesn't let me blog again. blahh.

Runaway Love- Ludacris ft Mary J Blige

I HATE YOU BLOG!
i want to use xanga. or something else. whatever will dooooooo!

i haven't blogged for AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGES! blahh.
i have two to three saved posts, so .. i'll just post them later.

life's being very cruel to me. not just my blog.
btw have u listened to Runaway Love? Ludacris ft. Mary J Blige
i've been listening to it a tons of times the past three days. so is Divya.
if u haven't, go go go listen to it! its about child abuse. and its sang very very well lahh. esp when Mary J Blige sings it because when she was younger, she was sexually abused by a family friend herself. watch the video, its better.

mistake; although she looks extremely tall, she's only my height. XD

so as i was saying ..
life's being very cruel.

i don't know who my friends are anymore.
i don't know who to trust.
i don't know which one will be true and loyal.
i don't know whether i will be a true and loyal friend.
i don't know what will happen. so much things are going to happen.
i am afraid history will repeat itself again.

especially you.
i really don't wanna lose you coz you've been the awesome-est friend.
and guess what? you're responsiblity is so much bigger than any of the rest.
coz you hold all my secrets.
even things that my family don't know.

Runaway Love- Ludacris ft Mary J Blige

its weird how i can be soooo emo yesterday and perfectly normal again the next day.

well, thats just me lah. deal with it.

the very biggest thanks is to Samuel since he helped me with it the most. ;)
thanks a whole whole bunch, ah ne!

and i just came back from the glorious beach island; Port Dickson.

i stayed in a luxurious hotel apartment, the Avillion.

one night's 600 bucks kay don play play.

here's a view of MY bed.

will u just look a the wondrous view?

*sigh* am gonna miss that place.

i.slept.right.above.the.sea.man! and my bed was the one next to the window. :D
so my apartment was on stilts but yea it is still directly above the sea anyway.

i went to Port Dickson at last minute like .. i didn't even know that there was going to be a family outing somewhere. until an hour before i left, my mom was like ..

ouh JuYi go pack your bags ya. we're leaving to Port Dickson in an hour's time.

O.o we are?

we went there for some company dinner thingy.

and i was forced to go up and karaoke Eternal Flame with some aunty.

i look like a freaking giant. not to forget fat.

or maybe .. the aunty was .. short?

*big laughter* who was i kidding.

yum.

sago-filled jelly-like ice-cream treat.

there was a little animal farm there! note, its a farm.

have u been this upclose to a flock of birds before?

and no they won't bite. :D

if u noticed, the pigeons' butts are all standing upright, right?

i guess they're all .. peacock wannabes?

the biggest chicken in the farm. hahahahah.

look i even patted one.

i got this close to a peacock!

it was running away from me la but still ..

guess whats that grey thingy being washed? a RABBIT!

the little girl was carrying it in a towel!

N A TOWEL! note the cuteness of it. x)

i will miss you, Port Dickson.

Winning Women- Nicole ft. Rihanna

flucking blog. i hate you.

stop being so mean to me! let me BLOG after so long!

my mind's filled with so much.

Samantha talking to me bout her probs with Nadeem. i have to help.

i have to call people for basketball practices this whole week.

i myself cannot go for basketball practices the whole week. Samuel, stop it.

i have to go out tomorrow. when i really have no mood to, but its Ian's birthday.

i have to call Ranjali. she's not replying.

i have to call Yip. i dunno his freaking number.

i don't even have permission to go out tomorrow yet.

i am supposed to fetch people tomorrow.

what about whats going on with me? any of you out there bother to care?
where's the shoulder that i can borrow?

is there any?

i want you back.

Heavily Broken- Veronicas

i am here .. to spill out emotions.

went extreme high with Ranjali in tuition just now.
went totally bananas/nuts/cuckoo/mad. u name em.
i laughed so hard i got tummy ache. am still having it now. ouh well .. haven't laughed like that or that much in a looooooooong time now, eh?

i love you Ranjali. =)
oh not to forget .. you too, caffeine. =D

and just now in the car on the way back .. we all know how i get totally phobic with a vehicle getting too near to another vehicle ..
so Emilio was driving .. and he turned .. and this motorcycle was also turning into the same lane from the same direction .. and like, it was okay first coz there was DISTANCE then suddenly the motor was coming like .. so freaking OI)!*($)!(&#*^!~)(~) much nearer .......

*loud scream* MOTOR!!

sorry i can't help it la kay?
the motorcyclist even heard me scream. from the outside. O.O
and Emilio and Nicolas are now officially .. spreading it for the world to know.

Fray.
stop making me cry.

sleepy.
night.

How To Save A Life- Fray

my brother is out with his group of friends, that includes Kenny CheeKen, at the cyber cafe. O.O
wth exam's tomoro la wei. dahlah spm candidates. bodohs'.
how do i know?
hahaha. Aunty Serena, Kenny's mom called me just now and asked where my bro went. and i obviously dunno right .. and she started saying stuff that she suspect they are in a cybercafe and what scared me was when she went 'i am so damn angry with them. so so damn angry. please tell your mother also ya please. these boys ah .. don punish also cannot.'

she even went to the cc and chased them out.

Pho Phuc Lai. ahahah ..
all you Russell Peter viewers will know what i am talkin bout. ;)

seriously ..
after exam's over orprolly you're already noticing it , i.am.going.back.to.my.emo.state.
and prolly, there will be more scenes of me sobbing in class. :D

i really dunno lahh.
there has been a lot going through my mind lately. too much, in fact.
and if you want to stay sane .. never think too much about what you think. get me?

gonna have to study now.
but i know on the last day of exam, i'm gonna burn the midnight oil.

You Make Me High- Jason Mraz

i'm.in.the.school's.DEBATE.TEAM! *claps for self*
very surprising and unbelievable, really.

off to tuition with a handful of caffeine to keep myself awake.

why try to be me?
i spell out imperfection.
shoo shoooo get lost u wannabe impersonator.

To The Ends Of The Earth- Hillsong

my blog! *kisses all over*
sorry la just now it was a bit problematic and i clicked the refresh button a thousand times to get it to finally load properly.

guess WHAT?
i'm happy once more! woohoo! *does a little can-can ..*
my brain used to be going 'omg i'm gonna jump on you and rip your head off!' and 'you biatch YOU!' or whatever else u can relate to those two; and also have been bothered like shiiiiit.

but like today ..
was talking to N ..
and N offered me a bite of N's choc; so fine la took a bite wasn't that yummy tho
then P came out all the way from class just so that P could get a bite of it too. then P went back in. and P never does that as far as i know P. O.O

fark?

you might be thinking i might have said/thought that ..
but here's the good news ......

I DIDN'T!
i had no negative feeling about it whatsoever at all!
woohoo i overcame it babeeeeeeeh! in your face, P.

i know i have already said it to a few people but ..
to all of you who consider yourselves as my friend and above ..
i know its not hari raya yet or like i celebrate it or anything, but i know how i've been for the past two weeks.

i just want to say sorry for how i've been.
bitchy this one an undenyable fact, totally uncaring, self-centered, boastful, perasan .. whatever u can relate to them .. am very truthfully honestly sorry. =(

and if you think i haven't done or said anything bad to you, just be kind and say SURE I FORGIVE YOU. xD

thank u to you too, Nasi Goreng.
and prophet Samuel who has been helping alot. =)
and girlfrieeeeeeeeeeeends! not forgotten!

How To Touch A Girl- JoJo