Light of Merdeka Part Two

just for starters;


there. my hair. x)
yeah you can't really see my hair in detail, but don't u just agree i look nice in this photo?


here's little Tau Foo!

its reeeeeeeeeeeeally little.
rather rough but well, when you're cute everything bad is cute itself.

the drinks and my empty box of Tako Tao.


a few of the baked potatoes. yumm.

half of the meat that were ready to die for its second time.

the pitiful small grill we have.

less than half the men.

who's the one cooking again?

riiight.

18 year old XiaMing looking like my little brother.

don't eat the chickeeeeeeen!

my plate's empty already. =) *tadaaaa!*

bet you can't tell who's the photographer. ;p

now to be fair ..

a rather goof photo of me.

we had quite an amount of time before midnight so we decided to be vain next to the streetlight bright golden shining light of Merdeka that was blastin from the heavens. =)

XiaMing.

big fatty.
Boris. this one's the best shot. coz i took it.
hmmmm ..ohmagaawd ALIENS!

ohmagawd i see it too! *yells a faint girly squeal*

its coming from the middle of the light's coreeee!

you people sure ah?

*chants some spell*

POOF!

the light dissapeared.

then all of a sudden, the clock struck midnight immediately.
aliens were heard everywhere yelling some word by the sound of Merdeka! ( Mer-Day-Ka )
the aliens burst into fireworks that were everywhere.

Happy Merdeka yaaaw. ;)

i'm losing you

trust me on this one

The Moment I Said It- Imogen Heap

Light Of Merdeka

meoooow~ meow meow;

you want beer ma?

ooh i can post up videos on blogspot now! *big grinny grin*
rather sad that i just found out like NOW coz my merdeka eve party was yesterday and i reeeeeeeeeally wanted to capture AT LEAST one video of the crazy fireworks that were booming and bamming from northwesteastsouth.

so yes.
Merdeka eve party.
before i go oooooooooooon, let me talk bout school. =)

yeah i still wasn't feeling that well but i wanted to go.
not much performances though, to me. mangkok.
i'm trying and still learning to avoid certain people but i guess its progressing.

we all know right JuYi got paranoia problem.
i guess, because of my stupid paranoia i started to dislike school.
thereby i confess, i skipped school alot this year because of my paranoia towards the people who were talking behind my back.

had a good talk with Mei today. =)
you're cool la Mei i like talkin to youuu! xD
kinda glad that she didn't expect me to sound and talk like some bimbotic idiot because of my image like how other people judge me.

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Merdeka Eve Party. =)

no no no let me tell you first of all, the plans that i had before this one.

sit at home/ go pasar mlm

eat eat eat

get fat.

and my brother's plans before this one that he planned.

go Putrajaya.

go Dataran Merdeka.

i was rather upset coz i thought i had no where to go when i have friends who already went to Ikea, Sgi Wang and who-knows-where-else to celebrate their merdeka eve but its okay, its okay .... i'll just get fat, whatever. *tsktsk*

so ya'll going to Putrajaya later?

cancel already lah.

... Dataran Merdeka?

cancelled. do bbq only la.

where where where i wanna goooooo!

at your own house la, dumbass.

..... oh okay. :D

yay.
i've got plans babyyyyyy. ;))

Jeremy, Samuel, Chocaholic, Kenny, Noel, Inez, Emilio, Nicolas, ChunKit, and Calvin.
pasar malam mates.

well they except Samuel and Chocaholic who were lepaking somewhere near my house had their own plans which was to lepak in the nearby bball court until God-knows-when, the Merdeka screams and fireworks?

and Inez found a very cute lil kitty!
at least ... i think she found it. O.o
Noel name it Tau Foo i have no idea why but yes or something.

but then they decided to come hang at my housing area's playground so all in all, i'm a very very tired girl.

i was walking to and fro and to and fro and to and fro and to and fro and to and fro from my house to the playground like 241012489529784555555512402185209504803 times for quite a long period of time.

no no i'm not annoyed that they came to my housing area's playground or kacau-ed me or whatever nooooo, but i did wanna eat in peace la at my bbq party yesterday for a bit. kinda cool that i was celebratin Merdeka Eve with almost the same people i celebrated Valentine's day with. and this year's celebration was not as dull as last year.

ohmagaaawd did you remember last year's? *tekan sini*
i'm kinda expecting the new year eve party to be crazier;
end of SPM.
end of PMR.

now who wouldn't? ;D

the multipurpose hall was having a life of its own with Safura's father as the host i think for the The History Of Merdeka programme. sounds deadull huh? please people were flooding the hall la weii.

what to do.
got free food.
KIDDING.

i went to have a look at it once or twice and it looked kinda cool.
i'm an anak Sejarah, we all know that. x)
wanted to sit through it but i already had things on both my hands. sigh~

okay shut up JuYi.
pictures!

Let The Drummer Kick It- Citizen Cope

Perfect Stranger

I'm just waiting for my brother to come fetch me from chocaholic's house.
not so boring but well. =DD

i watched Perfect Stranger today today today.

i have to say, its actually a very very good movie; kinda like the American version of Deathnote except that i thought the plot in Deathnote was alot more all-over-the-place and crazier which is what i like. yeah it did freak me out a a few parts and put me in state of terror for a while after i watched it which are GOOD things sheesh you. its a bit sad that its not getting much publicity like Rush Hour 3, The Simpsons which i have both watched which to me, are not as good as this one.

and what more can main actor Bruce Willis ask for? yeah la instead of smugging his big old face all over Halle Berry in their very the vulgar kissing scene.
he's got Die Hard 4 and Perfect Stranger hitting it big time in the box offices.
woohoo for him thats for sure.


but Halle Berry's STILL so friggin hot. man what is wrong with her !?!?!?
she's forty ++ already and her body doesn't seem to be gettting ooooooooold~







yeah fine SHE is aging like a normal being and its proven in the face lines.

hope she doesn't do plastic surgery though. nanti muka mcm Oprah.

my bro's here. taaa~

Panic At The Tummy

what kind of pain is this?

its happening to my tummy. O.O
its not a nice feeling i'm telling you.
its like pms slash abdominal pain slash panic attack.

you know, panic attacks.
like when you're sleeping sooo uber nicely then all of a sudden you fidget?
yeaaah THATs a panic attack .... well, at least to me.

i didn't eat nothing wrong, as far as i'm concerned.
my pms baru over lahh please.
i slept enough, if it ever effects.

damn la i wanna go schoooooool.
not allowed. URGH.

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now wasn't that one drama post yesterday?

yeah i'm still in that mood but i don't feel like babbling bout it for the moment. my eyes sudah cukup swollen from crying like a pitiful donkey. and .. its not really all bout my own sadistic problems. we all know lahh kan JuYi can cry because of basically anything. well assholes people were arguing with my grandmother too yesterday night. if you're imagining a political argument where everything's calm and steady and they discuss their problems in well-mannered easy way; NO. it was yelling and yelling at each other and it seemed like they were ready to enter a bloodbath fight. and honestly, it did pierce me quite deep.

i was sitting in the middle of their argument.
its not a comfortable seat i'm telling you. xD

i love my grandma alot and it hurts that i cannot defend her because ( 1) i don't really yell at people and ( 2 ) i'm not allowed or at least, i restrict myself to yell at older people. like telur di hujung tanduk, yes. except that i'm not the telur, i'm more like the tanduk. its painful when i watch flooded tears in my own grandmother's eyes and helplessly, am not able to do anything bout it.

i actually thought my grandma would've ran away coz i know that was what I would do if i was in her place even if i was a grandmother but she just sat back on her chair and pretended as if nothing happened. my internal walls are so thin, i can feel every cutting knife that was slashing her and the havoc that was going through her head during those momentums.

why can't you people understand that my grandmother is an old lady?
she's in her late 80's for goodness sake.
yeah sure she despises people who are not of the same blood as hers but don't you see its because she loves her own family more than herself?

its not fair that you people always bolt out anger on her because of what she does.
she has walked her own bare feet on the lands of the Hainam Islands of China and originating from such a remotely different world, she obviously feels that she knows more than all of us which i think, is true at times. don't forget she has also walked miles and miles of different paths and roads and sometimes what she thinks is right and wrong is TRUE. how can we compare ourselves to her?

yeah life is not always fair.
not even to an 85 year old grandmother?
enough already.

for love was crucified

All For Love- Hillsong United

Heartbreaking

its so heartbreaking, i can no longer describe it.

just when i thought everything was back to normal .. you know; being able to live my life like the way i used to with less problems. i really enjoyed it. life with less burdens.

.......
i don't know what to type. x)
i'm so numb right now.
can't even feel my big fat ass on this chair.

honestly,
i feel so. deadumb.
yeah people who know what i'm going through have been telling me; 'JuYi why are you so dumb?'

yes even my younger sister told me that.
and for once, i do think my sister is actually right.

i guess what people think of me play a huge role in my spiritual molding.
i don't know why i f*cking care so much about how people think of me.
i can't be myself. i can't act myself. i can't do much bout it.

and the best part;
people say you can always be who you are when you're with your best friends.

bull.
bull.
bull.

FUCKING BULLSHIT.
UTTERLY FUCKING BULLSHIT.

oh God why am i crying? XD
God i'm not supposed to be crying God i'm angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

as time slowly crawls away i feel more and more isolated.
feelings are such a pain sometimes.
first you're at the top of the mountain going woohoo! i got it babeeee!~ then you get pushed by noone and literally roll back down to the pit of the mountain.





















what family?

i need a hug.
anyone.

you don't know me

you don't even care

Boston- Augustana

They ARE true, but wish they WERE true

Instructions
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I’m 170cm tall. a proud-to-be =)

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit only rich people think its bull. x(

I have a tattoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.

I’m studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.

I have 10 Guess handbags.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My schoolmates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I’m starting to like wearing dresses.

I don’t believe in love.

High school is filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before. Its kinda fun being the one to hate sometimes so … :)

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People would start appreciating me.

High school is the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

One Utama is my second home.

I miss hanging out with the bloggers.

I’m a guy. sometimes its just better

I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed in US. I’m gonna get you Max! xD

I’ve robbed an old lady.

Host a talk show.

That Guess watch.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At time I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a best friend

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot.

I’m a sinner.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I can live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.

I’m happy with what I have.

I love horror films.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love orange juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

I’ve got a new phone. :D:D:D

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I think I’m fat.

I love my friends and family.

die you;

Mei Ying

Chocaholic

PatheticPetiteCreature

Ezen!

Sabby

Lovestoned- Justin Timberlake

I Will Remember You

oh gosh my head hit Danny's goodies!

who IN HEAVEN'S NAME knew that i've seen Lacey Schwimmer a gazillion times before but didn't know it was her.


in Christina Aguilera's Candyman video!
and as Hok's girlfriend close friend.
courtesy of Ryan Conferido's myspace blog. and this blogpost on his birthday bash was almost a year ago.
eh i do keep up with Ryan's blogposts kay?



oh so sweet. =)
explains alot why she was weeping when Hok was eliminated earlier in the competition.

i remember i downloaded the Candyman video once coz i wanted to do a performance to the song bla bla bla and i watched it a whole bunch of times. and i never knew BENJI SCHWIMMER was the guy dancing with Christina. zomg. freak.

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Mid Valley Sunway Lagoon, dudes and dudettes!
okay let me just TRY to name all ye came.

SiuWern, Samuel, Jeremy, Adrian, Inez, Inez' bf, Scarlet, Ian, Jellyfish, Eunice, Lye Ken, Mun Yee, Heng Kai?, Beatrice, Brenda, Sarah, Chrysler, Mei Ching, Pang Shen, some Chinese dude, some Indian dude and moii watched Rush Hour 3 today!

yeah it was twenty two friggin people. :)
in one theatre; in two full lines.

as i remember some famous Nadeem quotes throughout the movie;
fine ... after all that we've been through man ....
my nipples are sensitive!
brother from a different mother...

damn i think he was one of the scriptwriters.

oh and happy birthday, dear Heng Kai. =)

then we went ice skating.
as usual lahh, we have these lovebird pairs who hold hands and stuff lidat coz they dunno how to skate.

S and S. *ahaks* friggin talk of the day la both of you. xDxD
S and C.
I and her dude.

I and her dude wasn't skating la but they were holding hands and all.

i met my dreamboy! xDxD
a bit lala but nevermind! rather Korean-like and guys that can dance ( iceskating included laa tuu ) so turn me on. *pants*

the akward-est thing was that he looked like a blend of, disgustingly my brother and long time not-so-schoolmate, Kyota.

sadly, he didn't give me banyak eye contact as much as i stalkily gave him xD so yeah we were skating in the same bloody rink for two-three hours and we didn't even gave each other a smile. he didn't even ask ME for my number. or give ME his number.

......
am i expecting too much?
taaaa dreamboy. :(

on a brighter note,
i gained weight today! okay maybe not much of a bright note.

gua makan 1901.
gua makan Mcds.
gua makan KFC.
gua makan Shakeys.
eh it kinda rhymes! :D:D

you were there whenever i needed comfort

thank you

thank you

I Will Remember You- Ryan Cabrera

Malaysian Is Me

you have so much courage to just do something you want to

have you heard Malaysian by Junio Hustle ft Point Blanc?

you suck la you must toooooooootally listen to this; have you ever in your life heard a malay, cantonese and tamil all mixed together in one song?

dude.

tell me if you want it i'll send it to you with the lyrics. =)

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i feel like Twiggy. yeah obviously not THAT short la. but still!

i've got 'omg you look like that astro on demand girl!' comments and not so good comments.

ah well.

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congratulations, winner of So You Think You Can Dance 3;

Sabra Johnson

quite upsetting la really coz i've been rooting for Lacey.

Lacey Schwimmer's crazy.

Lacey Schwimmer's unbelievable.

Lacey Schwimmer's downright ridiculous.

just perfectly amazing and i hatehatehate it that people don't want to vote for her just because her brother Benji won last year.

fine la if not Lacey, then Danny, last season's Travis Wall's step-brother who can do the 20-turn-without-stopping piroutte. but nooooooo, his brother was already the runner up last year. stupid American controversy.

don't think Neil deserves to win.

no comment. xD

the top vids on my list;

Lacey and Neil; Lindy Hop; freaking highly recommended to watch

Neil and Sabra; Jazz

Neil and Danny; Contemporaryly unforgettable

Danny and Lacey; have you ever watched a waltz danced to an Avril song? yeah.

Danny and Lacey; Samba; hottest performance so far.

freakum robot dance; top 8

special performance by krumper, Lil C he's the last one to come out

more to come. ;)

dari dulu merdeka

hingga jadi Malaysia

Malaysianisme- Junio Hustle ft. Point Blanc

Barber Disaster

FUCK IT.
MY HAIR'S SHORT.

LIKE, VICTORIA BECKHAM SHORT.

Malaysian is you

Malaysian is me

Malaysian is we

Pembangun negara, harapan nusa bangsa

Malaysianisme- Junior Hustle ft Point Blanc

you sound like Lindsay Lohan. a more manly version.

'your auditions will be in Penang.'
'*chokes on flam* why not KL!?'
'too many schools have registered to audition in KL so the next nearest venue for the rest of the other schools would have to be Penang, Johor, Sabah yeda yeda yeda ..'



i do feel bad.
that the forms were submitted weee too late.
but since she said too many schools have registered, wouldn't make much difference. *sigh*



STILL. my fault.



my fault.
my fault.
my fault!

oh well, i'm not saying that we suck, no but its a Malaysia-wide competition and to me, it seems extremely huge and yeah we would definitely gain some mighty lot of experience and fun but somehow, i feel kinda scared of the term; Malaysia-wide. =s



its just me lahh shut up would you? *runs away*

still can perform for the school's Merdeka celebration la.
since the world has heard about us participating in the competition.
h.u.g.e dissapointment.

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who thought i would find this on the net.



my boyfriend. n.n
and thats Teddy on his right arm! *squeals in delight*
recently bought it from Petaling Street.
sorry la i'm just very in love with him and his teddy kay?


and you see that small not-so-obvious mole on his cheek?
mine's more obvious. like, one big black spot there.

now its proudly hanging on my pink polkadot pencil box. :D:D

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my bro got chosen for NS.
AH AH AH AH AH AH AH. xDxDxD

you see;
one of the main reasons why men do not wanna get chosen is because.......

must shave bald. *rollonfloorlaughingbigfatthunderthighsandassoff*

he'll be away for three months, ei?

• i'll get his room. BIG victory.
• i'll get his radio. next big victory.
• i can be a clutter/the mess i am!
• i can shower anytime i want
• i can use the com anytime i want
• i can sleep anytime i want!
• i'm gonna miss my drebar.
• i'm gonna miss a fat old guy pushing his sister around.

stupid jiwang song. Syamirul Amin!

Tonight I Wanna Cry- Keith Urban

Wrong Timing

no i'm not gonna lie and say i'm okay coz well, i'm not okay mentally physically mentally spritually and whole head-to-toe-ly.

i sound like a frog once more. *coughs thick green flam out*
my nose is not helping. *ah-CHEWH!*
hammers are pounding my poor head. *doom doom doom!*

too much going on in my mind.
too much.
too much.
too much.

God

You're all my hope at this point;

You Are The Music In Me- HSM2

He's Cute

so i was in Kasturi for tuition with ZhiMin yesterday morning and there were no more seats.
fine la wait for the next period.

i sat next to this tall, nerdy looking boy.
next to him were lotsa girls. and boy do they love disturbing him.

... wh which school are you from?
Section 5 Wangsa Maju =) you?
oh i've heard of that school. i go to Hartamas

how bangga i am to be a sVian. =)

oh i've a few good friends from there. =)
*loooooooooooooooong silent pause*
who are your friends? maybe i know them?
oh Katrina Yeoh. heard of her? she's in form5.
aww right i know her brother.

how cool is that? i sit next to a stranger and realize i'm kinda related to him.

... do you play any instruments?
HAH i'm musically untalented. i'm more into singing la. you?
i play the guitar.

yedayedayeda.
ALOT of dumb questions but we were talking almost the whole time during tuition and when the first half of tuition was over, ZhiMin was all 'ooooh JuYi got admirer *poke poke*' and his girlfriends were 'oooo Sam got girlfriend adiii. go la go sit with your gf!'

went for lunch at mcds and oh-so-coincidentally; he was there after the next few mins.
there go lahh his girlfriends and ZhiMin again.

OMG JUYI HE'S HERE ALSO.
go go sit with her!
JuYi turn around!
GOOO SIT WITH HER!


mind you.
he was a rather cute nerd. ;p ;p ;p

Devour Me

watch ini at 1.49 this one can make me die
and ini at 2.19.

he got me sweating maan! WOOHYEAH!
i don't even have to eat my dinner la watch this and i'm filled with pumped adrenaline.

i'm a very horny girl. =)=)

*sweats and sweats*

devour me, Rain.
devour me.
rawr.

It's Raining- Rain

Don't Wanna Let You Go

The first Korean song that made me cry. x)

Somewhere amongst the number of lights
The house you live in is there
Next to that person with a comfortable smile
I pray you’re having a day without heartache

Somewhere amongst the number of lights
Unable to sleep, you are there too
After you sent me away, do you ever think of me once more?
I pray you’d be fine without me around

I don’t wanna let you go
I don’t wanna let you go
Still deep inside my unchanging heart
I belong to someone else but my love’s always been for you
If you knew, what a funny story it would be

In the heaven amongst the shining stars
I see the little star you found for me
Bring up lovely thoughts of me once in a while
Like our little edgy fairytale

In the heavens amongst the shining stars,
I see the little star I found for you
Because you might see it and cry over the memory of me
I want to cover it with my bare hands

I don’t wanna let you go
I don’t wanna let you go
Still deep inside my unchanging heart
I belong to someone else but my love’s always been for you
If you knew, what a funny story it would be

Cassiopeia- Rain ft Lim Jung Hee

Birthday + Drama = NOT A Pretty Sight

make a wish Suzanne!

i wish i had an ass.

happy birthday, Ass Suzanne AZZavedo!

we suck la we should have a picture together-gether.
i really don't want to talk bout this morning. =)


came to school later at 1 LoL-ness and went to JJ with Edna and FooFy to get her favourite Raspberry Cheese from Secret Recipe. there was a plan in hand until a few people didn't get it and the so-called, supposed-to-be surprise party turned disasterous with the boyfriend going mia and letting his girlfriend aka the birthday girl go in a bad mood.


i do feel that mr.Boyfriend had the right to be angry
but dude ..
we're celebrating your girlfriend's birthday today. =)
can you like, hide your anger and act for the clown you are for a sec?


at JJ.


i had a heck of a time eventhough it was a short one hour, go-get-Suzanne's-birthday-cake-and-cabut time coz we laughed and talked and choked laughed aaaaaaaaaalll the way til we got to JJ. it sure does feel awesome to spend time with even a quarter of my SU's because since the whole class separation thing this year, i really do miss them even with all the fights we go through in the past and sometimes now too but still, we can never expect other people to be just like us and think like us. and the only time we can spend together as a whole SU is when does a birthday party. or certain event.


imperfection seems quite beautiful to me sometimes, especially when its our friends. :)
to me,they just prove to show that its okay to be imperfect. and being the sort-of perfectionist i am, its something i definitely gotta learn and get adapted with.

okay further on, drama sappy queen.


i had Tako Tao balls!
i haven't feasted on these little thingies for too long now. x)
honestly, these are just the best balls ever! *cough cough*


and if you haven't heard of Tako Tao,


dear you might as well just jump over a cliff or if its too tiring, just jump out of your bedroom window, and when you reincarnate three times further on in your life, continue re-commitsuiciding. a simple hammer in the head works. =)

what made my day even more?

yeah babeeeeeee. ;)

see this is the cool thing.


as some know, my phone 'drowned' last fortnight because the extreme brilliant part of my brain forgot to tell me to take out my freakin handphone out of my pants pocket when i was about to get dunked during Hari Usahawan ....

which was by the way, a very blasting experience :D:D


so yes, my i-dunno-how-many-year-old phone finally left me *tsktsk-ness* and my dad was all 'alright lets get a new one then *smiles*' which is as weird as JuYi going into a men's underwear department and all i said was 'okay i won't mind having a Nokia flap. but cheap cheap la tak payah so expensive until want to pajak rumah' and he bought back this RM600 little thingie and i just went 'wth daddy so expensive for what !?!?!?!?' then started galloping around the house like a newborn kid going WOAHOA! new phone dudes! *model pout* to everyone and anyone.

and i'm not the type of person who goes 'i want/need a new phone coz bla bla bla bla....' literally, every month and handphones are the least things i talk about. i don't even sms much. thats why i proudly say i CAN live without a handphone but of course, having one would definitely jazz up my getting-bored-by-second life. =D=D


i don't/never even had a canggih phone!
rather more, i never asked for one.
mine are always from the zaman mesolitik and honestly, i don't really care.
and this is the reason why i love my daddy so much. =) *huggles*


Pasar Malam.
oh boy did i miss the smelly tau foo smell.

and i got THIS;

an oh-so-too-cool-for-school Transformers tee!

oni RM13 ya'll ya'll. ;)
and mine's cooler; its printed in gold and the back of the T says 'Transformers Protect' :D:D

everybody's gotta love today.
love today.
love today.
xD

we live, we learn

we give, we yearn

we grow

Time- Billy Porter

Thats It People!

my brain is soooo dry.
i squeezed everything out and now its dry!

i have 1:16 more minutes of choreography slot that's empty.

3:55
- 1:16
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2 :39 done.

fine its not bad but we only have one week til the day.
and thats not enough.
thats not enough JuYi not enough!

i think i'm gonna die of brain dehydration soon.

We're All In This Together- High School Musical

Magical Roundabout

wtf's lontong !?!?

.. sounds like kuih to me. :p

i'm not gonna be like some hipee and go whoah yeah its time some freedom came =D =D =D! coz really, i don't feel the merdeka-ness in me at all although my memenat-ing trials just ended today! *does a jolly jig* and prolly because PMR's way too close to be true and honestly ..


i'm not prepared.



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on a prettier note,

did anyone watch Turn Left Turn Right?starring HongKong celebrity Gigi Leung and the ever infamous Takeshi Kaneshiro


i think it was on ntv7? last Saturday and i was studying okay until my mom on-ed the tv and left it on which tempted me to touch it since no one else was touching it at that time and my mom went back upstairs to her bedroom and it was already on ntv7 so i just sat and watched it la.


the show was more than half over already okay?
twenty minutes was all i watched shaddap lahh you.


and even with the last twenty minutes of the movie, it didn't fail to make me sob. tsktsk-ness.
what the heck's wrong with you la JuYi?


i felt like the movie was kinda like the Chinese version of Sepet, except with a better looking guy and a different plot and you we all know the Sepets never fail me. ;) this plot really got me though. it was about the girl who works as a translator and the guy who plays the violin slash writes poems but was finding for someone that would instead of going ga-ga over his looks, appreciate his music more instead which we all know is bullshittingly impossible xD and she was tired of translating cheap poems and was searching for real meaning.


they bumped into each other one day and got to know each other better but the day was ruined with a heavy downpour so they wrote both their numbers on papers and gave to him/her but because of the blardee wet day, the tiny pieces of paper got drenched and from that, they had no other ways of contacting each other.


the rest of the story; i tak tau. xD

but the ending was sick.
sick.
sick.
sick.


and i was there on the sofa with my Science revision book on my lap and a fluffy pillow in my arms stuffed into my mouth yelping 'no no NO!' while letting tears drench my face and my bro was at the side with his 'ohmagawd what is wrong with my sister?' face.


when they hugged each other at the end, more water just started pouring out like a slow and obviously more calm Tsunami but i don't think i cried as badly as Sepet.

i watched Sepet twice.
i cried .. twice.

which reminds me ..
Love Is Cinta! stupid title but yeah whatever.
i'm gonna go catch it in the theatres i know i will.

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from a whopping sixteen members.
to twelve.
or ten.
soon.
sorry.
really am.

everything i need is You

my beginning my forever

Cassiopeia- Rain ft Lim Jeong Hee

Togather-gather people!

saya cikgu kat sini sangat bersemangat

kamu semua macam katak pondan yang sudah mau mati

close to half the choreography is done/thought up already.
yeeeeeeeeebah! n.n

special thank yuuus to miss Chocaholic. :D:D

well, as reality strikes ..
shit drama always happens.

i was quite annoyed by the fact that from a slight twelve people suddenly increased to a overwhelming sixteen people because of sudden additions of dance members without informing they're so-called leader aka me about it, until they show up.


'oh JuYi, A is also in the dance.'
'.... when? i thought she didn't want to.'
'*blabs some reasons*'
'umm. okay. O.O'
'oh and Y too.'
'.. why didn't you tell me about this earlier?'
'*blabs some equally stupid reason*'

what i thought would happen during practices;

• girl rivalry *ahaks*

here are the stories.

D don't like Y.
Y don't like D.
i WANT Y AND D because they're both very good dancers.
almost everyone don't like P.
i'm not comfy with P either. x(

i'm not fancy of R. xD soreeee. honest confession!

• inability to be DISCIPLINE and PAY ATTENTION

this is the part where shit happens.

when one/two/half the team don't pay attention or is always making the silliest jokes in the world which ARE FUNNY AT TIMES BUT NOT ALL THE TIME WHICH TENDS TO GET ANNOYING BECAUSE THEY WILL NEVER STOP, you're making the other half of the team unsatisfied because they're pouring sweat and energy out to work on something that they soooooo wanna do and they'll think that you i-wanna-be-funny clowns are not serious about the competition, which i KNOW IS NOT TRUUUUUUE.

lets all be considerate, people.

• unfinished choreography/lambat siap

i'm not as creative as most of us think. honestly.

the most dumbass part of my brain went .. 'ooh. i think i can help with creating the choreography *big teethy smile*' and so, i'm squeezing all the liquids and plasma out of my body and brain to think up of creative choreography whereas at the same time, my trials are not over.

yupp.
i'm a brilliant girl. =)

the team consists of morning ( 3 ) and afternoon students. ( 16 )
when can we practise together-gether !?!?!?!?!?!?!

• inability to follow choreography. too stiff, too shy, too lazy, don't like choreography yeda yeda ..

just about the reason why i'm not a fan of R. x)

i want people who WANT to do this.

if you think the choreography that I came up with is dumb/GAY/silly-looking/boring, tell you WHAT. WHY DON'T YOU COME UP WITH THE CHOREOGRAPHY? if its that freaking easy to you that prove it and do it. if you're afraid of people going 'ha-haaa you're so gay..' because of your participation in the dance, then WHY.THE.HECK did you intend to join in the first stupid place? was your brain in the drain or something?

see.
it rhymes.

honestly, instead of wasting my time ..
i'd rather you leave and spare half my life from more tension and stress. thanks. =)

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on the other happier side, *sweats*
i kinda like those who are quite stiff and are not as flexible as others.

because altho they can't be as spick and neat and boldingly energetic as the other dancers, they tend to dance a lil more different and come up with their own creative styles.

we're not the same

we're different in a good way

see. its in the soooooong toooooooo!

God will work miracaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaales. xP

reading those messages

were like reading my past

Glamorous-Fergie

... still remember WongJuYi?

*pulls the sheet off the computer screen*
tadaaaa!

new skin = i likey. =)

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was talking to Adrian in school and all of a sudden, the name Ong Jun Wee came up.

Ong Jun Wee?
- a not-really friend from old school
- he crushed on me
- for quite a long time, yeah.
- teachers/students/half my bus knew bout it
- i crushing on someone else back then
- confession: i DID have a crush on him a bit too la kay? xDxD

well i was a shy girl. *blushes*

its really really fun to catch up with old schoolmates that you never really got to know like Diera, Soo Cheng and yedayeda. now there's OngJunWee that i never got to know better. =)

we both got jodoh kooot.
J O K E.

as ironic as ever,
BM paper was alright.
Eng paper was hard !?
honestly, its the hardest English paper i've done. *wipes the oily sweat offa my oily forehead*

doomsday tomorrow.
i'm gonna miss .. *tsktsk* .. all of you. its been .. *blows nose* such a pleasure.
*waves goodbye princess style*
....... *and runs away*

and i dunno why

i can't keep my eyes of you

You and Me- Lifehouse

Ian deserves hearts =)

am in a little old-picture frenzy. :D

THE DAYS; when i was so thin

*pouts* whatcha looking at?

yesh yesh.

he's gonna kill me for uploading this so-called-omfg-i-look-nerdy pic xD

Ian Tan Kei Chee's been, a good brother/friend of mine for yeeeeeeears.

known him since i was a kiddo; SIX! . take that, you losers.

equivalently, its equaling up to almost nine years of friend/brother-sistership. =)

he's the one who's been helping me out with Maths; two hours a day.
today, we did three.
i was so exhausted, my hands were shaking when i got home. O.o

Ian's superb! you're sooo gonna kembang if you're readin this
yeah get ready for pure jiwangly dramatic words. =)

i have known Ian for almost nine years. nine years.

yeah fine i didn't really know him well the first five-six years of my life but who cares. :D:D
its akward you know, coz he's like one of those long time we-weren't-close-but-her-bro-was-my-good-friend-in-old-school people that your mom just remembers and go 'oh Ian ah? u mean Ian Tan Kei Chee the chubby chubby wan?' who is well, no longer as chubby since he was in old school; be proud dude! and i never thought we would take a chance with life and know each other better as we met in secondary school. i became his muimui, as the way i called it back in my lala days but since i've gotten waaay cooler you bet i'm cool throughout the years ..

8D 8D 8D

i'd like to call it; sistah.

three years i've been a close friend and sister to this awesome dude.
he listens to alotalotalotalot of my problems and daily rags and naggings and complaints and lalala my never-appreciating-anything that God has blessed me with and for the weirdest reason in the universe, he doesn't get tired of it like everyone else instead he continuously gives me angelic advices vice versa and honestly; why does he never get tired of it? O.o he's uberfriendly, he's uberchatty, he's ubertalky?, he tends to be gay sometimes but its okay xD, he's a girl magnet *ahaks* and so my long draping list goes on.

if i were him and had to deal me ..
i'd rather commit suicide.

i'm glad that when he's in times of pure boredom, he gives me a ring and we can talk until the sunrises but just that, his credit kaput-ed that one time when he called me xD after almost an hour of talking although it did feel like a few minutes to me.

thats it Ian. stop calling maeeeee!

but i wanna .. oh i wanna! *gives an amateur pout*

he's just one of those people that somehow makes you think that God creates perfect people which is untrue ya la ya la but as i got to know him better, he wished he was like other people all the time because of his rare imperfections and for a moment there, i did feel like i pitied him but at the same time, hated myself because he claimed and proved that i have a far better life than his.

oh God.
when ever will JuYi learn to appreciate?

i got trials continuing tomorrow. =)
i will end here for now.
and i love Ian! n.n

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there's no way in Frankenstein's name will i ever be able to go with a low-carb diet in my life..
coz my kakak's the best chef around and she cooks more than one can eat.
and the more i eat, the more she cooks
and the more she cooks, the more and more i eat
and yeda yeda yeda ........................

but i'm exercising yeah.
so shut up, you calling-me-fat people! x( *runs away*

thank God i closed my umbrella

they may believe you; i never will

only i know your dark secret

All For Love- Hillsong