because i'm ordinary people.

now at the Vergara's residence.


ate waaaay too much.
i can see my tumtum bulging out from my red crew neck shirt.
all the pizzas and fried chicken and bee hun...


wahlao.
sudah obese.


comparisons are easily made once you've had a taste of perfection
-Katy Perry

because they're no ordinary people.

i love you Ryan Feng :D

and no i do not love Conferido, Terada, Hirano, Hok, Victor Kim or Dominic any less :)

Ordinary People- Victor Kim

because it hurts my my soul. oh yes.

I LOVE CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

angpaus are coming in everyday,

food also coming in literally everyday,

i would like to use the term prosperity is coming in as well

but gaining weight is not one of them so.....

i'm just done gambling, actually.

with the more than 20 people at my house now.

here's my gambling theory;

you join the pool table.

usually you win in the first round and the next few, right?

continue playing.

if your luck's good and you continue winning, good

if its not... well... dunno you lah.

continue winning and continue winning...

the minute you lose, you leave.

thats why i hold RM30 in hand today. :D

from good winnings in the past three days. whee~

since i'm away from the gambling corners right now,

what i decided to do to waste my time is blog up pictures of EVERYTHING i have digested or not since my reunion dinner with aunt's family and cousins' girlfriends :)

*all pictures are the closest to what its amount/size was like originally*

two of these before reunion dinner

i had the most during reunion dinner.

one

two

three bowls i think?

alot of this;

grandma's bloody original Hainanese chicken.

there were two whole chickens on the table, fyi

mother's original lohbak

marinated with 5 spices, soy sauce and pepper,

wrapped in bean wrapper

and fried to perfection.

there's still a few tupperwares of it in the fridge

ENTIRELY FALSE, fyi :)

of course, this one also adeee.

Day Two.

know what i've been eating for breakfast?

like tens of these

definitely had more than that

all the very healthy goods that are supposed to be for visitors.

amazing, aren't i?

oh,

i had bread once also lah.

the very healthy French toast

two slices

yes.

i had both for dinner

DAY THREE.

for breakfast, lunch and dinner

believe it.

the Mcvalue meal set for lunch.

brother and sister whomped down disgusting prosperity burgers

beef with rice, not bad la hor?

then i had a mixed grill platter.

yes, believe it.

DAY FOUR.

the ever essential,

dinner with family at oriental restaurant.

of course, with aunt and family again.

10A's for SPM. HAHA

two bowls of these :D

literally had... countless of these.

because no one wanted to eat them.

:D

one bowl only :)

all my heng tai and heng mui,

you guys should know lah all the other dishes. ;)

had one slice only :D

Today.

dimsum lunch with the same brood,

my aunt and family.

come to think of it,

i've spent everyday eating with them.

and my cousins' girlfriends as well.

such lonesome people we are lol

two egg tarts

and some good ol ribs as well

had two of these like an hour ago

of course,

the most i had in the past four and 1/2 days is this lah. :D

beloved mandarins.

i'm like a size 22 now.

cause when i'm with him

i am thinking of you

thinking of you

Like A Spoke On A Wheel- The Little Ones

because it will all be new.

and the first thing i do on new year's day is tearing over Blair getting Chuck down from the tip of the rooftop and him collapsing in her arms saying 'i'm sorry' in the most non-CharlesBass way possible.


*deep sigh*
this show gets the best out of me.


and yes,
i just watched the 14th episode.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

collect lah many many angpau, and do many many open house :D

and wah,

my poh poh's angpau is made out of velvet

how sick is that?

we will win this together

i'm just always on the line; always re-considering and second guessing everything i do. thats the worst part of me.

no thats the best part of you.

don't you see it?

stupid boy lol

because its human nature.

i'm too lazy to go to tuition later.

sorry Nadeem.

CNY mood kicking in earlier than expected. xD

i had no idea that being greedy was okay.
if i knew,
i would've been selfish.

but what am i to do.
i can't turn back time, nor can i change his mind.

i know every word that we said
was what we both meant
well, we meant it at the time
-Charlotte Martin

because satisfaction is guaranteed.

just got home from shopping with ze mother :D


after a good Subway lunch, we walked around Bangsar boutiques looking for the perfect little white dress. i opt more for an LBD instead but chinese say not good to wear black. and i think my closet's got too much black already. choy choy choy~


also picked up my bag from Alice Wonders!

pretty hor? :)
click here for more of Alice's goodies
i'm doing good promotion for their business doh lol

after trotting around bapak many boutiques,
i finally settled for the one from Cats Whiskers.

picture courtesy of GoddessCity

i bought a white one actually; this is just to show you exactly how the dress looks like :D

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guess who's the happening crew

on America's Best Dance Crew 3?

*drum rolls*

and then we have Ryan, cuts everyone's hair lol

i love you Steve Terada :D

i've got favouritism all over the next thing i'm going to say but...

they ARE gonna win it babeeee

that was... one of the most illest shows i've seen. WHOAH

-Kid Rainen from Jabbawockeez

Let It Rock- Kevin Rudolph ft Lil Wayne

because ridiculous is not enough to describe it.

ever wondered how many SPM subjects existed?
scroll over the wahlao

WAHLAO

Make Up

Patisserie

Hair Dressing

Western and Eastern Food Preparation

Lathe Working

Facial and Hair Care

Food Processing

Air-Conditioning Servicing

Catering Service

Dress Making

Bread and Yeast Food? seriously?

Refrigeration Technology

tak. boleh. percaya.

they actually exist as actual examination subjects?

no wonder people get 20As. wooche~

but most of all,

i can't believe i've reached my final decision.

goodbye Addmaths;

hello Literature in English and EST.

received approval from vice principal and Pn Chee but letter to principal is still in progress

i honestly expected to receive great academic lectures ESPECIALLY from Mrs Vice Principal because of my profound stupidity in most people's opinions. i still cannot believe that i didn't. i won't say she's supporting me on the issue but at least i didn't kena fire free free, like how i did get from all my kawan-kawan sekelas and sestream.

'you're just giving up.

you can try harder.'

-P

i cannot even begin to describe how easy the quote looks as it juxtaposes my situation but especially how much i disagree with the fact that people think it is the complete reason why i am not wanting to sit for the paper.i know i have said that mathematical error runs in the family blood and i am mathephobic but they are not contributing factors to my decision.

i am not giving up.

i am just doing something that i know i won't regret.

mati ke kalau tak ambil kertas tu?

why bother what people have to say? be yourself. don't worry.

-D

my belief is that if you're not making any use of the subject in future, there's no point in taking it.

-M

for the first time in my life,

it feels like i am doing something that i really believe in without having to satisfy or impress people and their thoughts about me.

i am sure about my future.

its something i want, something i have deep passion for and something i know i will do well in. i don't even have to think anymore because believe it or not, i have been thinking about it since i was twelve. and for six years, i have not had a change of mind. believe me, i am sure about my future.

thank you mummy for providing me all the support one can possibly get and encouraging me to do what i believe in. thank you to my beloved dad for always telling me to be myself and be the leader of my own choices; never the follower of others. i promise you i will be proud of myself at the end of the day.

i will prove all of you wrong.

just wait and see.

Superhuman- Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson

( to readers; please don't go around dropping the subject as if its something encouraged. it is very much not. i am doing it with the full support and acknowledgement of my mother and months of thoughtful consideration. )

heee~

just felt like watching it again. x)

because above average is all i get.

and i only got half of Mei's cupcake!?

WHATHEFREAK!

i'm supposed to be like, the main person who gets the cuppacakes but i couldn't finish it because of the tumtum ache from all the running and jumping :( boo~ i don't care. next time when you are lifelessly baking again, i want my original share. ngiahahaha

why am i so above-average? x(

i can run,
but not as fast as Yvonne.


i can do long jump,
but not as far as Hanna


i can do high jump,
but not as smooth as Priya.


i can do shotput,
but not as easy as FooFy aka gold medalist

i suck.

but i don't suck?

the gold medal from last year's 4x100 seems more like a mere luck win to me now. or also maybe thankfully because of the other three super awesome runners i was running with. and the silver medal for putshot... was because FooFy didn't participate last year lol


takpe ah.
stay as reserved.
like how i always have been.

if i'm full of luck again this year,

maybe i can hold medals again :D

The Wrestler- Bruce Springsteen

because its not mine to take.

3 hours of badminton

but yet, i don't think i'll be wakil for badminton.
was pretty darn upset about it, but heey what am i compared to those professionally trained people. kalah pun tak kalah teruk, so considered okay lah right? xP

but it was definitely worth the shot.

am still going to go watch the matches and do fangirl squeals anyway =D

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maybe its time I understood,

that you’re not mine.

and if you are, you’d be right here.

God, please wake me up.

because this boy is not mine.

because if he is, he’d be right here

maybe I just need to know that

I don’t deserve you.

and never did deserve you.

this heart’s cold and stiff and closed; and the words that pour out of my mouth pierce through feelings and thoughts. I’m sorry for all those things I said. I hope you know I never meant it. I just didn’t know how to maintain composure to the fact that I am completely addicted to you, but I didn’t want to show it. afraid that my naivety would be taken advantaged of.

it would be hypocritive for me to say that I am an understanding person when in truth, I don’t understand what situation that you are in. spare some time and I’ll be stable once more.

looks like we’ll never know.

i'm sorry.

semua lelaki kecuali yang ini lah
=D

i don't care what kind of man you marry, or what religion he comes from; i just need the assurance that he will keep my daughter happy. then i will be happy.

*deep sigh*
you have no idea how much this heart aches.
for you, you, you.

because today is special.

Happy Birthday, Josephine!

i haven't seen you in ages but i still remember you and only see you ushering at calvary xD you're such an amazing person and i wish you all the best :D:D love yah!

Happy Birthday, Esther!

i know you're probably reading this now so if i don't post a shoutout, not so nice right? HAHA xP we'll go jeans shopping one day because you're NOT fat. :) love youuu!

Happy Birthday, SYEEFAFREAKO!

loser. xp

Happy Birthday, Amalina bt Rusli!

you'll never read this, i'm sure but i will forever remember the 18th January as the birth date of my first best friend :D sayang gile babi kamu and i miss you like crazyyy.

Happy Birthday, Mark!

he's taller than me; can you tell? xD

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i will remember this day where i completely ignored the fact that i am sitting for SPM this year and blowed off money from my belovedly pretty but fake LeSportsSac wallet to go to Rihanna next month ;p

i also met up with two of my customers who purchased from my fashion blog :) thank youu! i feel like such a real entrepeneur already HAHA. selling items online is so much more different than selling face-to-face like back in the YE days. YE was more fun, but this was more exciting ngahaaa let me jakun all i want lah okay

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to you and you.

no men are worth your tears.

LELAKI SEMUA SAMA

so, marilah kami pergi lesbo bersama-sama xPP

Single Ladies- Beyonce

because quotes are awesome?

on the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me.....

one prostitute

two purple g-strings

three see-through bras

four chun long condoms

FIIIVE
I GOT AIIIIIIIDS

-Eugene form4 :)

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eii, that one your boyfriend ah?

Daniel Lim? O.O

-random kid who doesn't know that i'm form 5 and Daniel Lim's form4

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Kingdom

Phyllus

Class

Order

Family

Genus

Species

weii, how to memorize ah?

umm... Ke Po Chi... Order Food... Got.....

Sperm.

-SiuWern said sperm xD

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seriously, i have nothing going on with anybody.

-lying balless bastard :)

because a day cannot get any better.

thank you to the customers that i will be meeting this sunday :)

please don't suddenly backout ah!

no, i'm not even going to talk about my sister.
who never seems to fail from annoying me at least thrice a week.
she's a different case; she's my sister.

but i don't want to talk about him either.
i'm just.... just so dumbfounded.
i can't believe i believed everything.

i'm the one who jumps into conclusions?
look who jumped first.

looks like my insecurity wins this time round.

sedarkan aku Tuhan

Hapus Aku- Nidji

thank you to the first interested customer who just sent me a mail regarding one of my items on the fashion blog. although it couldn't match you, i'm still so thankful to know that people are actually browsing through my pieces and have thought and considered of purchasing it :)


other people out there!
the 300 people on my blog links!
spread the word and promote my blog! x)

www.fashionvariety.blogspot.com

pre-owned, branded, brand new, vintage, plus-size, basics... you may just like what you see! :D

New Classic-Drew Seeley ft Selena Gomez

Fashion Variety has been updated!
=))

*tekan* *tekan* *tekan* *tekan* *tekan* *tekan* *tekan*

right now, i only have a few items up for sale but i already have all the pictures in the computer. so i guess the business should be going on a steady flow now :D

please please please don't hesitate to ask my anything about whichever you are interested in!

next in; tees and tops :D

because questions are still existing.

Rihanna's concert BETTER.NOT.FALL on an exam day.
or i will jump out of the school building and die. blah

to drop.

or not to drop.

sorry, people.
the decision is still mine.
and the mind is still considering options and after-effects.

is this my limit?

can i endure some more?

who am i living for?

Wei Yi- Lee Hom

because i'm there, babe.

HOLY SHIZERONI YEAH :D

• mom knows i've loved her since... 06? *click*
• i got money
• lepas chinese new year, lagi more money
• saya dapat pergi :D

OMG JOANNE, I CAN ACTUALLY GO THIS TIME! :D :D
but her concert... worth it ke? i need the opinion of someone who was actually there xD




and i find the seating arrangements rather.. odd?

i'm planning on buying the 198s or if can, 288s if got sponsor. ngahaha xD

ohgosh.

i'm still so excited about it! *jumps around like a five year old*

anyone wanna teman me plis? xD

and oh, to whoever else who wanna buy ticket, better hurry knooow. they're already selling like kek panas.

i'm there, babe.

you know i never left

12 months.
52 weeks.
365 days.


i've managed to get through life without you.
and somehow, it still feels like yesterday.

i miss you.

364 days.

363 days.

because i had a good time. a very good time.

i only had three hours of sleep yesterday night.

and yes, Milo is better than caffeine.

Lex's farewell party was OFF.THE.SHIZZAY~

i had so bloody much fun.
the food was good, the drinks... HAHA :D

all you need is a rowdy bunch of tweens and teens, a swimming pool, and an open mike complete with the whole bass system.

i particularly loved it when Lex's youngest sister let a few of us into the big balcony at the top floor of the bungalow. technically, it was more like a little bit of cemented ground nicely laid in the middle of the many thick and tough rooftop pieces. the view was completely breathtaking. reminded me of when i went for camp four years ago and we all lied down on the rooftop of our little room with our blankies haha. its really nice because you can see all the stars and stuff :)


i can't say i know Lex really well, but i have danced with her before and that girl's got some moves yawww~ i wish i could've known her better, but maybe when she gets back from Texas :) i'm sure she'll do great there.


Angelina's funny dad fetched me and John home.
well, not exactly home for John; he slept over.
and we taaaaaaalk talktalktalked until four in the morning.

what kind of man that you are

if you're a man at all

i'll figure this one out on my own

Decode- Paramore