Water!

current addiction:- water?
yes, something very weird to be addicted on. my lips is tending to get very dry these days, so i have to continuosly lick my lips, which is very quite annoying. water helps it feel better and more comfortable.

and if i don't drink water every hour, i'll get a slight headache. which annoys me too. except for my sleeps la duhh.

and since i'm always dehidrated, isn't it good that i'm addicted to it?
finally, a habit that is not bad. brings a lot of benefits too! for ex:- less pimples!

there is so much to watch on disney channel!

• Hannah Montana
• Jake Long new series
• Zach and Cody new series
• Read It And Weep
• The Proud Family
• Emperor's New School. it really is quite cute and fun to watch.
• Monster Allergies
• Lilo and Stitch. laughs out loud myself
• New Show Coming Soon ( main actress- Brenda Sung )
• Kyunkshin School. or something like that

exam's next week. oh yaaaaaaaay.

Santa Baby- Pussycat Dolls

Funny Fun Day

stress is slightly decreasing.
yet slightly increasing.

i'm so so so damn happy i passed up my Geography project happily, thou a bit rushy but on time. almost all of us were rushing on the project. the wau; not my thing. i don't expect to finish it either.

stress increasing.

exams are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam nearby.

stress increasing.

i'm not good at posing in front of the camera anymore. *sobs*
it was so funny when i started to take poser pictures of myself and they all turned out so damn ugly. camera-skills must be practised.

and people!
update your blogs!
u won't imagine how dead bored a reader can get by reading old posts!

i don't want to study.

song of the moment:- Don't Cha- Pussycat Dolls

My Heart

My Heart- Irwan Shah ft. Acha Septriasa

Di sini kau dan aku

terbiasa bersama

menjalani kasih sayang

bahagia kudenganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai?

hari paling indah

ku ukir nama kita berdua

disini syurga kita

bila kita mencintai yang lain

mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar?

sebisa mungkin; tak akan pernah

sayangku akan hilang

if you love somebody

could you be this strong?

i will fight to win or love will conquer all

Wouldn't reach my love

even just one night

our love will stay in my heart

my heart

the song itself can make me cry. i wonder what will the movie get out of me.

song of the moment:- My Heart- Irwan Shah ft. Acha Septriasa

owhh wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
my dad gave his old phone to meeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

i personally like this phone coz the screen is big and i'm not really limited to message-typing, and its polyphonic! not that it really matters but what the heck, JuYi's outdated. and i waited like forever until i get another hp since Miss-Not-So-Careful dropped it in water 2-3 weeks ago.

and i'm gonna buy a new, nice, pretty pink and glittery cover for my beloved handphone! *kisses all over it*

i'm planning my puasa!
eat a light breakfast, fruits for lunch, and yummy dinner.
it really does help and it doesn't make me feel hungry in between the times at all coz hey .. i still eat. i'm not anorexic!

i'm feeling healthier coz i'm drinking lots of water and eating more fruits. cutting down on choc! whooo yeahh!

but i couldn't resist the yummy well baked honey chicken my mom made for dinner today. oooh lala~~ but so what? dinner shall be my time to pig out on yummy food! =D

song of the moment:- My Heart- Irwan Shah ft. Acha

Lost

urgghh. almost no one is updating their blog.
and i'm freaking going to die of boredom soon.

not like i'll study anyway. *laughs out loud*

current feeling:- When It All Falls Apart- Veronicas
current song :- Lie About Us- Avant ft. Nicole

Pissed.

I'm slightly very pissed.
i just cannot stand using this last-generation's old Samsung that used to be my mom's.

its soooo irritating.
the battery dies too fast. ( no really. even faster than eating your favourite big dish of carbonara spaghetti. )
i don't have an automatic dictionary.
my message space is only limited to 100 characters. or less i think.
i can only keep 25 messages in my inbox.
the alarm doesn't work.

ITS SLOW!
its been at least 2-3 damn weeks i've been stuck with this phone ever since Miss-not-so-careful dropped my lovely Nokia handphone into a dirty puddle which totally killed it. she doesn't even have to pay back, how the heck nice can i get?

i can't even keep my handphone alive to receive/make important calls.

exam's in 14 days.
what have i not studied? Sejarah. i am soooo bloody surprised. i'm left behind with two looooooooooooong chapters to read and one whoooooole book to revise.

yay me.

but i am pretty satisfied that i did study some Science and Math a.k.a my worst subjects. if only i could improve on my art. *sigh*.

song of the moment:- StickWithYou-Pussycat Dolls

Confessions Of The Bored

i just bought 4 pairs of pretty dangly silver earrings from pasar mlm for ten bucks. i have to agree la .. pasar mlm stuff are so damn cheap.

life is so boring at the moment.
i feel like sleeping but there's project runway to watch. =D
i feel like having sushi, my ever-so-favourite spaghetti carbonara from Bangsar Shopping Village and .. and sate.

yes my sense of food is a bit weird sometimes.

and i haven't been viewing my own blog for quite a while so since i just viewed it just now, the picture is sooo white and its sooooo big.

darn where can i find a pretty pic to change it again?

song of the moment:- Fuck It- Eamon

________________________________________________

Never been in love
Coz a girl like me never had someone to care for
Never thought there could be
Someone special for me

But now i'm all in love
Coz a girl like me waited patiently
for someone; just someone to care for me
So there will never be

No more lonely; no more just me
I've been there before ain't goin no more
And now that you're here i never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you

No more cryin: no denyin
I'm.in.love.with.youuu.
And now that you're here i never wanna say goodbye love!

Now its time for me
to find out what a first time love could mean
Little scared but its cool
Coz its worth it

Now i've finally fell in love
And i know that it gots to be for real .. so real ..
its the way that i feel
So come share my love with me
So there will never be!

So i'm standing here; arms opened wide
ready to give my heart
I'm sure this time love's gonna last for life
Baby i know things change
And there might be some rain
But the clouds are gonna clear
and the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love baby
So lets make it last forever. =)

Never Say Goodbye
JoJo

Happy Birthday; Me.

its my birthday! wheeeeeeee!~~
more like yesterday, but whattheheck.

so it wasn't such a bad birthday for me after all, excluding the fact that i was having major fever and deja vou. was also having a fever like that last year. weird.

but my fever this time is extremely hurting. its like .. the cells in my brain are pounding each other and fighting for .. i have no idea why. i've been drinking water and maybe overdoses of chocolate and more chocolate but i still have been drinking water!

not to mention my bloody annoying flam and flu.
its the four-ple F! fishing fever, flam and flu.

came to school and the 1st person to greet me was .. R.
followed by a few other old school mates whom i wasn't so close to since i entered this school whom i didn't know actually remembered my birthday.

then, C came and hug me! followed by S and my other SU members. n.n
my favourite girls. teehee.

then E gave me a plastic of presents as i should describe it.
no i mean .. a plastic of presents.
there were 3 red roses! x), chocolate, and this pretty silver-studded scrungie. with two very pretty letters to indulge in.

he's gave me like .. 5 presents all together already. omg.
the SU's also gave me 4 presents already. omg.
and Z gave me a present. for the past 8 years of my life already. omg.

then L and J wished me. =)

then who knows how many thousands of people wished me. @.@ i find it sooo weird if its someone that i'm not even close to.

so anyways, PizzaHut treat!
there goes my RM100 70. it was still my own money okay.
there goes shopping, shopping and more shopping. *sobs*

*says it Melody style* PizzaHut was fuuuuun. i liked it.
treated 9 of the SU's ( L couldn't make it. =( ) to two pizzas.
it was just an awesome awesome awesome day for me. =)

owhh dear God. banish the exams to hell.

song of the moment:- Buttons- Pussycat Dolls

Titles Speak For Themselves.

the title speaks for itself.

AND I'M IN LOVE WITH IT!

it looks TOTALLY different my other lipglosses and the ones i've seen. and the brush is formed in a cute heart shape for better appliance. its above RM20 which is out of my budget but hopefully i'll save enough for it. =D

but i think its absolutely worth it coz .. it really glosses, it lasts longer, its not sticky and i just love it coz its SHINY!

and my birhtday's tomoro! *hint hint!* xD

i can't talk much bout that coz its already pass 11 at night and after an hour, its going to be my freaking birthday. but pharmacies and nearby Guardians sell them, don't they? ;P

i want it!

anyway, my birthday.

i'm gonna have to spend *starts weeping* the hugest amount of my own money in my life!on food. YES ON FOOD. *cries!* but there's something in me thats telling me its okay u know .. like, for the 1st time in yr life, stop saving money buying more stupid clothes! have a great time with loved ones ..

like people say; sharing is caring.

and thou its so unexpected .... my mom bought be a RM70 Le Manila which is supposedly to be an expensive brand choc, banana and cream filled inside with thick layer of chocolate coating on the outside. it was absolutely scrumptious.

i felt really bad about my latest post not too bad la letting out all the filled-anger in me and swearing and swearing. owhh well, it was the past. =)

i can't wait to feast tomorrow!

song of the moment:- Graduation- Vitamin C

so i forgot to remove my towel from the bed for the umpteenth time. again. and u had to scream as thou i burnt the house or something.

both of you! worse than dogs! at least when i tell them they will listen and remember!

so okay i shut up.
nahh my brain wouldn't shut up.

i only forgot to remove my towel from your bed and there u go speaking shit.

• what about when u said u would bring me to Sungei Wang to get me a new handphone?
• when u drop me off at tuition and stuff and forget to pick me up afterwards?
• when u went to Isetan during the sale and bought yourself 5 bloody shoes and not a single one for me and when u have more than 10 pairs of shoes yourself and i need more coz my feet are actually growing?
• when i most needed your help for my bday party and u weren't home but out playing mahjong instead and didn't bother to say sorry?
• when i saw my bday cake with the characters 15th birthday on it?
• when u said u would bring the whole family out to TGI Fridays for a small dinner to celebrate my birthday?

i bet u even forgot when the hell my birthday was.
sometimes i don even feel that u love me.

so isn't it obvious that u tend to get forgetful too? and i never blamed u for it. any of em.

and without listening or trying to understand what i have to say, u start bullshitting and take away my handphone, my freedom of receiving calls from the house and who knows what other shit u plan on throwing on me.

if u weren't my mom, i would have called u a bitch.
but i just can't.
it wouldn't come out of my own fucking mouth.
and u would dare to say we're dogs.
worse than dogs
your own children!

if ur so perfect, why don't u just replace God?

do watch what u say.
u never ever know how other people will feel.

if u want people to understand you, u shud understand other people too and not everyone thinks the way u do.

damn it. will this happen every year on my birthday?
wake me up when fucking september ends.

song of the moment:- Jesus Take The Wheel- Carrie Underwood

this scene was taking place in my car.

Daddy:- do u think i should buy black dye for my hair?
JuYi :- *weird* what on earth for?
Daddy:- u know .. so that i wont look that old.
JuYi :- since when were u hair-conscious?

owhh well. guess my vainity transfered to my dad.

Daddy:- who do u think is older? me or uncle ****** ?? names shall not be mentioned to protect the innocent.
JuYi :- definitely uncle ******. have u seen how slow he drives?
Daddy:- *slows down the car* like this?
JuYi :- yeahh about that.
Daddy:- OMG!

i'm currently annoyed.
my neighbour's little girls are at my house disturbing my privacy because they're bored and they actually want my sister. and they keep on asking me questions like

where did she go?
she went out?
u sure?
u saw?
where?
with who?

and they speak mandarin for goodness sake and u bloody well know that i'm an English banana.

song of the moment:- Unfaithful Remix- Rihanna

Calvary Carnival 2006

awesome awesome awesome awesome day!

i reached at 11 with my sis and mom and met Aunty and MissBigB who i think just arrived too. all of us had LOTS of coupons and don know what to finish it on. i mean lots wei .. i have RM20, Aunty and MissBigB have RM100++

food food FOOD!
clothes.
accesories!
games!
and more FOOOD!

everything u want at a carnival is there.

the 1st thing we saw was:-
the children's air-pumped slide.

three of us paid some tix and well .. went on it.
we looked like little kiddies i tell u. everyone else on that stupid ride was kiddies. below 8. and we are 15!

and do take note that overdose of laughter can make u even crazier or cause hunger.

then, we had our faces painted!
DoiDoiDolly was helping out at the store there and she had this beautiful red sparkly rose painted on her cheek. i had a little pretty butterfly on my left cheek and the other two had white purple ones on their whole face. we looked like the clowns' sisters.

the dunkster.
the dunkster thingy was absolutely funny. its like a few people are chosen to sit on a a waterproof cushion which was a few metres from the big bowl of water beneath them and there's a little target right next to the machine where if something hits it, the cushion will drop itself and like u guessed .. the victim drops into it.

thou i didn't play, but that had to be the best game stall there. and funny to watch too! pity poor StickyStick, Mr Shorty and MissHot.

Aunty really can't get her eyes of the accesories they had there. beads beads and more beads, bracelets, earrings, hp straps, rings, hair accesories. whooooh! she bought like .. hell heaven loads of stuff who can blame her .. she has more than RM100 in her hands

and she bought me a pretty glittery bracelet as an early bday gift! n.n
thanks my dear!

then, the food!
I had

SPAGHETTI!
ayamas chicken
hot choc-dipped fruits
ice kacang
currypuffs
barbecued lamb
hot dog
OREO MILKSHAKE!

the oreo milk shake was .. *thumbs up* whoooh. i had 2-3 cups. and i was known as their best customer. i'm sooooooooo doing my own in future. and milo milkshake too. yum yum! and i can never leave a place/ any other place in the world without trying the spaghetti they had. which was awesome. AWESOME! and only for six bucks! one whole packet!

Aunty and MissBigB spent like .. seriously a lot of money on food. Aunty bought tons of Pizzahut Pizzas and who knows what other food they have there. MissBigB was flashing her face to anyone and everyone possible. even the Calvary photographer.

then my papa gave me another set of coupons! OMG! when i thought i was gonna finish and go home! xD *evil laughter* thanks a lot thou! *hugs*

Aunty. MissBigB. Ben! ( btw, thanks for the steak! ) thou u wasn't willing and me.

and mama's afraid of clowns! thats the reason why she's not in the pic
it was so funny .. she was pulling my shirt and standing behind me freaking out when the nice friendly clown walked pass us, cracking lame jokes.

Juwita Suwito and Joanne Wong ( violinist ) was there to perform too. i guess their the main guests when it comes to my church activities.

we bought balloons!

three of us tied them to our hands and there we go; the three perfect baby wannabes walking around with butterfly faces, attracting more people was we walked pass. we let strangers and the Calvary photographer take our pix too.

but then i gave up my balloon to this little girl who kept chasing my balloon. =)

meeting up with so many old and new friends is soooo awesome. KidsCAT members, church members .. =) such a wonderful time. despite my oily face and the crappy clothes i had on, it was unforgettable.

pix will be uploaded asap. ^^
i await next year's calvary carnival! *screams*

song of the moment:- More Than Life- Hillsong

Boys CAN cook!

4 recommended dishes:-

spaghetti bolognese- Chef Teddy Bear
pizza- Chef Longan
mush soup- Chef Don-Know-Who

sorry. three.

all cooked by the boys!
there were many other dishes la that i shall not mention before i puke.

the spaghetti was soooooooooooo *thumbs up*. honestly, it tasted like those spaghettis that u can get from those posh restaurants. not too creamy, but overall awesome.

the pizza is sooooooooooooo yummy. yummily filled with cheese, sosages and some tomatoes. the bread was a bit of a prob, but for a guy like D to actually make 3 sets of dough on his own is already unbelievable.

the mush soup was rather simple coz they just mixed the paste with water and add some salt if needed. but Chef Teddy Bear's group's mush soup was EXTREMELY horrible. i mean .. u could like taste the mushy-ness and its not cooked.

the worst had to be; the noodles. i heard that there was only two people in the group and Mr N cooked for 6 people. his attempt of wantan mee was a horrid failure. the noodles was like .. so soft and the sauce was just plain black sauce. absolutely grossing.

i plan on baking my own cake for my birthday.
afraid of a failure, but i'm the only one who's gonna be eating it. i hope.
what'dya think?

song of the moment:- I Could Get Used To This- Veronicas

When It All Falls Apart

When It All Falls Apart
The Veronicas

Don't know where i parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are anymore
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do when it rains it pours
And not to mention i drank too much
Feeling hung over out of touch
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Everything is f***ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up but where do i start?
Coz i can't turn to you when it all falls apart

Can it be easier?
Can i just change my life?
Cause everything seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is f***ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up but where do i start?
Coz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?

Bloggerholic.

i.feel.like.blogging.

i'm soooooooo ultimately bored right now. i have nothing to read ( that is .. excluding school books ), nothing to do and seriously nothing to do. trying to figure out whether i have any homework to do but i can't do geo and sej notes on my own. which means i need someone's book. and i don have any.

and don expect a lazy bum like me to go and study. hah!
that would be the joke of the millenium.
exam's JUST around the corner and ya i suggest ya'll should just let me emo-fy and stress myself at the end of the month, and go around self-pitying.

like the beggar i am.

i have to say; i absolutely enjoy being a prefect at the moment. yes yes Mr JoJo moments may not be too nice for the ears to listen, but overall i'm happy bout it. mostly coz i made lots more friends!

you won't always have things your way. thats why scary, strict bosses exist. *cough* Mr *cough* JoJo! *COUGH*! so, in future i really really really do hope i'd get used to being controlled by my future boss at work. x)

life is unfair sometimes. so its better to get used to it from now.
and try ur best to make the best out of it. =)

definitely, more disciplined.

and also definitely much more sarcastic than ever. shud see how i talk to students whenever they annoy me.

i think one of the most important thing that u will learn is that eventually, u will notice who your true friends really are. those who don't care whether ur a rubbish picker for DBKL or some angry strict prefect; they still love you. the separated diamonds from other plain rocks.

and thats what i don't know.
are u the diamond?
or the plain rock?

song of the moment:- When It All Falls Apart- Veronicas

Music.

1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to thequestion.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!


1.) How am I feeling today?
Unfaithful- Rihanna

2.) Where will I get married?
A Million Miles Away- Rihanna

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
I’m Not Missing You- Stacie Orrico

4.) What is/was highschool like?
Cool- Gwen Stefani

5.) What is the best thing about me?
Bad Day- Daniel Powter

‘ I have bad days. I sing a sad song just to turn it around.’

6.) How is today going to be?
Sins; Not Tragedies- Panic At The Disco

‘I chime in; haven’t u ppl ever heard of closing the g#!&amn door?!’

7.) What is in store for this weekend?
My Boo- Usher ft. Alicia Keys ( my boo’s not for sale! )

8.) What song describes my parents?
Perfect- Simple Plan.

9.) How is my life going?
All About You- Hillsong United

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
Beat Of My Heart- Hilary Duff ( a happy song I see? )

11.) How does the world see me?
Crazy- Gnarls Barley xD

12.) What do my friends really think of me?
So Sick- Ne-yo XD

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
You And Me- LifeHouse ( we love me? )

14.) How can I make myself happy?
Sway- PussyCat Dolls

15.) What should I do with my life?
Celebrate The Day- Herbert Groemeyer

16.) Will I ever have children?
Beep- Pussycat Dolls ft. Will.I.Am ( I’m supposed to swear? )

17.) What is some good advice?
Wake Up- Hilary Duff

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
I Don’t Need A Man- Pussycat Dolls ( oh yeah! )

19.) What does everyone else think bout my current life?
A Public Affair- Jess Simpson

20.) What type of men/women do you like?
Ugly- Sugababes ( LMAO )

21.) Will you get married?
Who Knew- Pink

22.) What should I do with my love life?
StickWithYou- Pussycat Dolls

23.) Where will you live?
Gangsters Paradise- Coolio

24.) What will your dying words be?
Maneater- Nelly Furtado

25.) When im having sex i say..
Break It Off- Sean Paul ft. Rihanna

26.) When I meet a guy for the first time i say..
Miracle- Cascada

27.) When my parents are angry i say..
Don’t Forget To Remember Me- Carrie Underwoods

song of the moment:- Tainted Love- Pussycat Dolls

Birthday cake.

I had two birthday cakes! *grins widely*

my mom bought one and un-surprisingly, she forgot my age this year. it was written 15^th birthday on the cake. wat the heck.

the other one was slightly smaller but yummier and it was self-baked! n.n n.n by the one and only E.

after blowing the candles ..

Crowd :- kiss E! kiss E! kiss E! kiss E! kiss E!

MeBrain:- noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Crowd :- *continues with the silly screaming ..*

ME :- okay okay okay. *gives E a peck*

Crowd :- ooooooooooooooooo~!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!

MeBrain:- sheesh.

people went home before 1. thank God.

presents presents presents galore! wooohooo!

lots of accessories, tops, and all sorts.

and CHOC! =D

I got an orchid plant! *squeals in awesome joy* thanks load E. *hugs*

bouquet of hearts and teddy bears? shoooo cute! n.n thanks to the SU.

MR BEAN’S TEDDY BEAR! thanks C!

and my most fav;

the cute little RM25 fluffy pink heart cushion from Maggie T that I always wanted! thank u so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much E!

I really didn’t expect a party like this. =)

moral of the story:-

• don ever make a big party ever again in your natural born life.
• go out with close ones instead. =)

I don’t think I wanna write anymore. too much to write.

and amazingly,

I didn’t take any pictures at all today.

song of the moment:- Nasty Girl- Notorious BIG feat. Pharell, Jazzy Pha, Usher, P.Diddy, Jagged Edge, Nelly, Fat Joe

YY was there too unbelievably. thou I had no intentions in calling her. xD

J and L didn’t come thou. =(

at around 10, we all started the water-balloon fight! but not all got wet thou. I was wet from top to toe and others only got their legs wet. urgh.

then, they went to the playground to just lepak for a while and have fun. most of them went on the wet seasaw and they were jumping on it. I told them that its dangerous coz its wet, and I’ve had bad experience from jumping on that same seasaw.

no one listened. and continued playing.

F and E went on it and two friends ( names shall not be mentioned to protect the innocent ) started to shake it like .. up and down. up and down. I cud see with my own eyes that F was already slipping off the surface of the other side of the seasaw and I knew she going to fall.

then all of sudden, F and E fell off the seasaw and believe me, it was not a sight u would want to see.

F fell out of the seasaw, but her arm hit the metal piece of the seasaw, she injured her leg and fell on her head and she couldn’t get up. the bruise on her hand was terrifying. its like .. ur whole hand is a smooth surface and suddenly there’s a huge ball that juts out of her arm. and she was dizzy for a while. it was like .. blue-ish black and u really don’t wanna see how the bruise was. E however was even worse. she fell and she was IN the seasaw; she hit her head on the metal piece very very very hardly, but she quickly got up but was not able to say anything. I was EXTREEEAMMLY worried coz E was bleeding! and I don’t know whether its her head or her ear, F couldn’t walk properly and she was dizzy. OMG!

my mom wanted to bring them to the doc but they said no. THANK GOD it was E’s ear that was bleeding and F could walk properly after a while.

F, C and Z were the 1^st few people to show up, followed by my ass bro and the Chee brothers. and M. and all of them went crowding .. to the com.

that was .. after us girls stuck some fake tattoos on our back and arms.

hottielicious us. owhh yeah!

I had a small butterfly on my back, and a bigger one right above my butt. xD

then more and more and more people came.

by 9, everyone was around. =D

music was heard thru out the whole area of my neighbourhood. chairs were everywhere outside my house until the roads. people were sitting and standing everywhere. eating, talking, drinking, chatting, laughing.

I on the other hand was panicking my butt off.

is everyone having enough food?

is everyone eating?

is everyone comfortable?

are there any more peeps coming?

are there enough drinks?

is the music too loud?

is everyone enjoying themselves?

so this was what all my girls were wearing.

F- a purple shirt with her fav baggy pants. with purple sprayed hair and accessorized. i had my hair sprayed too. =D

C - black top, skirt, and awesome boots.

Z- square-pattern ( I forgot what u call that ) pink dress, acceorized. eye-lined.

S- a white top and skirt.

R- a brown frilly top and skirt.

E- platforms, black top and skirt. and her beret.

and the boys ..

K- SPIKED hair, PLATFORM shoes and black top.

E- plain black top and pants

Me:- waaa SPIKE hair huh. fuiyoh gaya oni. *touches his hair*

K :- *acts all perasan* not like your boyfriend. come to ur party dress like what oni.

Me:- so what? I like simplicity. =)

then, there was E and his ever so cute lil bro! BH, and K. they said they wud help me set up the place but they didn’t know where to do because I haven’t had a proper confirmation bout borrowing the multipurpose hall and if I cant, id have to do it in my own house.

so the three boys ended up playing badminton with my bro’s three friends.

and there I go continuing to cry in that wet kitchen of mine.

then I went to my room to change into whatever I could. NOT the white tube top that I bought. so I wore a one-side-sleeveless fitting black top with my usual green everyday-wear comfy skirt. finished with a ponytail, my ring, bracelets and new hoops.

THEN, my bro’s friends FINALLY asked. and I cudn’t use it but I cud borrow the chairs that they have there. so my house is gonna be; the party.

brain:- owhh hell no. no no no. NO.

EvilSideOfBrain:- owhh yes.

Darn.

like I expected, almost everything didn’t turn out the way I wanted to.

• my bro was not home.
• my mom's not home.
• my dad's not home.
• i can't ask pakcik A whether i could use the multipurpose hall for the party coz i was busy preparing other stuff.
• the maid's busy.
• my friends said they wud be here around 4-6 to help me out but .. no.
• my bro's friends were around and they were too lazy to help.
• food was not prepared. and I dont kno when the heck it will be.

I felt like crying.

and i did.

not in front of anyone la duhh .. I went back to the kitchen and continued checking on some almost-cooked food and tying more water-filled balloons until my fingers went red. crying like a stupid baby.

STRESS.

DAMN IT!

o.m.g. i hav noooooooooooooooooooooooooo idea where to freaking start.

today's trip to sungei wang.
bloody hell lot of probs.

E's dad was sick last night. if her dad is healed by this morning, she can't go.
if E and her mom doesn't go, I can't go.
if both of them don go, whats the point of Me going!?

so okay her dad was still sick this morning. so E and her mom can go to Sungei Wang. which means I can go. which means Me can go.

we spent around 3 hours in the bloody packed shopping complex full of AWESOMELY LALA clothes and only using the last hour buying stuff. Me hurriedly bought this cute white tube top, E didn't buy anything .. well coz her boobs are too big to fit into any of them, and i forgot wth I bought. we also bought some accesories, momentary-tattoos and all sorts. my hiccups and shopping headache were sooooooooooo annoying!

2.45.
leavin Sungei Wang. and it was raining cows and goats.
E's mom parked her car like .. seriously far far far away. what did we do?

RUN!
we were all soaked like shit. total shit-ness i tell u. we used the plastic bags from our bought stuff as our shield from the rain and as I was carrying my plastic bag as her shelter, she accidentally dropped it into a icky, dirty, puddle of water.

wat the hell was in that plastic bag?

• my new-bought hoops
• my handphone. yes my handphone #!)#$*!&@*!^ damn it!
• F's can of hairspray.

Me:- OMG MY HANDPHOOOOOOOOOONE! *jumps in the puddle and took out everything*

grossing? yes.

honestly, thank God it is still working. THANK GOD!

E’s two sisters, Me, I and E’s mom; all soaked in the car on the way home. I had to take her bath in my house or she might fall into a deep fever.

and believe you me, u don’t wanna know how freaking long I took to bath. Me cud’ve died of hypothermia waiting. for my own bathroom. wat the heck.

then at home.

DAMN IT I LOOK DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM FAT IN MY TUBE TOP!

I doooooooooooooooo~~!!

now I hav no freaking idea what to freaking where to my freaking party later. and its still freaking raining. and I don think there’s enough time for me to start the freaking barbeque fire.

• the food’s not fully prepared.
• my hair’s not fully dried from my bath.
• I can’t get proper confirmations from everyone yet.
• my mom’s not around to help me out!

maybe I shud just wear a plain comfy white top and a comfy skirt. that’s right. comfy-ness.

and here i am sitting in the comforts of my com chair putting on more calories on my butt when i hav to go prepare the stuff for the party later at night.

DAMN IT!

song of the moment:- Ain't No Other Man

Cooking Spreeee!

i didn't even spend 10 minutes in class today. 1st half of my school day was spent doing nothing! for that prefect thingy then went cooking during recess.

standing opposite to Mr Teddy Bear during prefect practice is absolutely funny. 1st he tries to do that moonwalk, hoping to be the next King Of Pop; then he asks me all this funny funny questions like .. what's christmas like? what does your mom call u?

not to mention his stupid lame-ness. funny fun day.
not including the atittude alert i got later.

cooking was fun fun FUN!
it was KH and all the girls had to get in groups and cook a meal.
sounds really easy. but really hard.

my group
Poserina
Bali girl
Wacko
me

we made carbonara fettucini! sided with delish mushroom soup ( courtesy to Wacko's effort! ;) ), mango milkshake ( or .. something like that. ) and jelly for dessert.

all kinds of stupid avoidable-and-unavoidable things happened.

someone stole my garlic! i mean, it was in one, round piece. wth?
my onions were black and burnt at the end of the day.
I threw in all the ingredients into the fettucini paste all at once. still it was yummy.
Wacko was the only one around who really knew how to cook. Poserina, Bali Girl and I well .. just, can't.
3 of us excluding Wacko are afraid of pouring oil into frying pans/boiling pots!
Wacko put too much butter/salt into her soup! and no idea how to make it taste not-too-salty.
Jelly ended up too soft. xD
fettucini wasn't cooked. and we had to re-cook it.when there was like .. a minute left until times up.

hahahahahhahah! i found it soooo absolutely funny when wacko was jumping for joy at the success of her yummy cooked mushroom soup.

Poserina:- the chicken in the sauce has gotta be yummy. i mean, i tolong potong kay.
Me :- *says it Wacko style* wat-ever.

oooh there was sparkling juice too!
funny fun day it was.
carbonara got me bloaty in the head and stomach but who cares .. we cooked it! xD its totally delish. maan i feel like eating it again!

other groups cooked rice, more rice, and pasta! there was supposed to be pizza but .. well, it got burnt. and sosages, mash potato .. u know; cheese-ful ingredients.

then, we invited the thorns. i'm talking bout the boys.
they can seriously EAT i tell u. wobbling up almost all the leftovers that we couldn't stuff down anymore.

SpikyHead :- Ni heaven ni!
Mr Teddy Bear:- Terima kasih banyak-banyak .. utk .. the best experience ever!

they sounded like they didn't eat in a hundred thousand years.
then we had to wash all the grimy, icky, sticky, totally-eew plates and bowls and all that.

mental note:- NEVER scrub dishes for too long. BAAAD for the fingers.
and my fingers are still red. goodness.

Bali girl's going to Bali and leave us in the dusty streets of KL! *sobs*
take care my little granddaughter.
*waggles finger at u* don't go wandering off to other places without yr parents around.

and remember;
1. go buy me clothes.
2. go buy me more clothes.
3. spend all yr money buying me clothes.

kay ??
enjoy me sweetest! *mwahhs*

song of the moment:- All For Love- United
getting two birthday cakes .. x)