yippie doodle.
i won myself two tickets to watch SoYouThinkYouCanDance LIVE AT RUUMS KL BABEEH!
i love you FlyFm!

i didn't think it was hard to call in during their cue to call.
maybe because there are not many SoYouThinkYouCanDance fans? XD
and FlyFm's number was already on speed dial on my phone. accidental call hours ago.
FlyGuy i love you too! xD

and i sound so bimbo when i heard my voice on the radio.
i think i went like ..
'ehmagod thank you sooooo much ehmagod! thanks alot!'

....
yup i DID sound bimbo.
what to do i was panicking in joy la wei. xD
and yea i cannot care less.

when you cry

God cries along

Suddenly I See- KT Tunstall

i got a freaking C for BM. lol
but yea i don't care less coz i'm not the only one and the marking sm sucks.

*at home*
*ons the computer*
*screams and jumps around*

ASIA WON !?!?!?!?!?!?
WTS THATS IMPOSSIBLE!
*refreshes the page, search for other articles*

bloody shit.
i hate you, Robin Antin, Lil Kim and Ron Fair!
ya'll suck so bad that .... that ....
yeah ya'll just suck alright. x(

i'm NOT THE ONLY ONE who is complaining on why Melissa Reyes didn't win.
everyone was rooting for her! the fan base was like .. 70% Melissa R?
judges this will be one of the biggest decisions ya'll have ever made maan.
and Asia's attitude just stinks worst than my poop. blagaghahahgahga.

why i and the rest of the world think Melissa R should've won and why we don't think Asia deserved it?

• Melissa R's a much better performer
• her attitude doesn't stink like Asia's
• Asia is always dissing Melissa R. she called her a phony.
• Melissa R already had fanmade fansites before she was that known
• Asia sings like my granny's goat. seriously
• Asia's ego is as big as P.Diddy's
  
  

but its okaaaaaaay.
we are wanting Melissa Anne Leoni Reyes to go solo and come up with an album!
fans everywhere including me are promising to buy an original album! xx

once a Pussycat Doll, forever a Pussycat Doll babe. ;)

i finally found the first episode of the whole show. freaking hot stuff.
*clickity-click!*
strip dancing, no?
but it would be fun if i get to do the same one day.
*ahaks* in front of girls ONLY.

---- ---- ---- ----

so FINALLY u decided to talk to me after ignoring me for milleniums.

but yea lahh resulting in me crying like mad under that tiny shade in the playground in the rain.

i really needed it and you needed your time under the rain too, didn't you?

i appreciate the fact that you have feelings for me ..

but as you wait for me, you yourself know that i am prolly waiting for someone else too.

you will stand under my umbrella.

whether the sun shines or whether it rains ..

you will stand under my umbrella. =)

in a father's eyes;

i will cling on

We Believe- Good Charlotte

i FINALLY got my long awaited Oreo Cheese Cake!
i spent my own 6 bucks for this little bugger okaay ..

oreos not included. tsktsk~
it looked exactly like the picture above and i took more than an hour to finish it.



and here are the few i look forward to try ..

Americano

Classic Cheese

Cheese Chocolate.

i am so freaking lucky la actually coz that Secret Recipe shop in JJ actually belongs to a close friend of my dad's so i've tried millions thousands many of their variety of cakes. i remember getting free ones as treats for my previous birthdays.

yes i am lucky. *waves miss World style*

and when i was buying that little bugger, he was actually there watching his shop and i was expecting me to give it to me for free. xD ahak ahaks. but no lahh i wanted to pay for it.

i still think nothing will be able to beat the ever favourite Oreo Cheese. xx

i bought a new pencilbox!

its polkadot pink lmao. not much different from my old one, eh?

then i went into the arcade for a while and there was a new dance machine there.

you know .. those types where you don't use your feet; you use your hands!

and it was really cool and easy since i was ranked top player by just trying it for the first time. ;D

i'm so proud of myself coz i finished my Art project in just A DAY! woohoo yay me! :D

Lino ink is stained almost every part of my house now. the table, my computer table, furniture, the floor .. and i solemnly swear it wasn't me coz i was sitting at the table for four butt-stinking hours without moving.

sounds impossible but yes i did not move at all. xD

ishh la Foofy. i'm so sure it was your hands. i'm so dead sure. *points at you you you*

and here are the weird photos that Ian took during the Good Charlotte concert.

i thought Inez looked .. cute. xD

*ahaks* i shall say no more. x)

*sigh*

these tickets were soooooooo should have been in my hands.

don't you know i've tried and i've tried?

don't you know i kept all your letters?

I'm Going Down- Melissa Reyes

*phone rings for a complete second*
omg Inez has called! they're singing already! *calls Inez phone*

AH HAH! AH HAH!
KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL!
KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL!

*hears screaming sounds from Inez and decided to scream along*
note; my grandma and sis were staring at me like i'm some jumbofreak.

i.still.cannot.believe.i.sang.along.with.Joel.Madden.LIVE!
yea Inez didn't know i was a fan and gave her extra TWO tickets to Ian and a not-a-rock-music-fan friend. wasted gilerr babi!

but yea i was only able to listen to Keep Your Hands Off My Girl coz she had to leave early.
Ian went mad he ripped banners off lmao.
best of all bests; he stole a banner for me! xD hooray thank you lotsa to Inez and Ian!

Caryn and i have been fans for about .. two years?
we both wanted to go for the autograph session all the way at Subang Parade but she had tuition. *sigh*
and yes i still.cannot.believe.i.sang.along.with.Joel.Madden.LIVE!

Dance Floor Anthem- Good Charlotte

before i forget ..
Happy 18th Birthday, Kent! n.n

hahah you think damn freaking easy for me to go visit you at Singapore with Ines izzit?
but yea la will see if i have that 1 out of 99% chance.

sexy never left

rock on that, sexy

Give It To Me- Timbaland ft Nelly Furtado ft Justin Timberlake

and the motion of today's debate will be that .. Reality TV DOES NOT Have A Negative Impact On Teenagers. *claps*

we were the goverment team.
i'm not a bad sport.
they did deserve the winning title.
they were actually not bad.

but i thought the best parts were when ..

• Azri pissed their best speaker off
• the judges pointed out that 'SOME' speakers were too arrogant and spoke too fast
• our school debators had better comments
• Azri was praised by a lot of teachers and the chief judge
  

but yea la. Azri didn't even look at his cards. he was so spontaneous with his points and out-of-the-blue jokes that once again .. led the whole hall laughing. including judges and opposting team.

and all of us, especially Pn Suriati, thought the CBN girls won because of their awesome vocabulary and their loud voice oni lahh. they were literally reading out from the cards fully. and they sounded so ANGRY ohmygoodness like we just shot them with a gun or something.

Azri pissed their best speaker off woohoo! ^^ even Pn Suriati was happy bout that.

competition was held at St Johns a.k.a a boy school. XD
but still, not much boys too drool on. *sigh* and there was this rather cute Chinese boy checking me out. xD ahaks. lol he had no guts to ask for my number tho lmao.


after the competition, we were actually good sports and we were all laughing and thankful for the fact that we made it this far and it was a very good competition. went to KFC to celebrate and talked bout Jimmy Neutron.


for once; i felt like the left out in the whole group. including teacher.
but yes i am very proud of ..

• Ezen Wee Yu Jing
• Sangeeta a/p ?
• Muhammad Azri

three different people, of different races, of different abilities and qualities that stand out so differently but still are so same and a together-group. =)


CBN is going down in two years time i tell you!

who ever said i learnt to pose in front of the camera on my own? ;P
my papa. xx

keep holding on

you'll make it through

Ipoh Mali- Point Blanc ft. Jaclyn Victor

xx xx xx xx xx

down to three;

MelissaR.

Asia.

Chelsea.

Asia told MelissaR to shut the f*** up. wtc? stupid stuck-up diva.

if you win The Search For The Next Doll, i am going to sue Robin Antin.

before there were even 9 contestants left, there was already a Melissa R fanclub.

don't believe go check out the vids on youtube yourself.

root root root for Melissa R peeps!

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing- Melissa R & Asia

conversation between Divya and JuYi

oitt. what is Jiwang?
what? Mandarin or Cantonese?
ya la i asking you right?
girl; bare in mind i am an English banana.

conversation between Kent and JuYi.

i've been gaining weight. >< *nudges*
you look fine to me, besides you're figure's okay waat ..
ya have seen me before?
yes i have. pasar malam remember? ;p
ouh right. but well, the mirror still benci's me.
mirror benci. my eyes love marr. hee ;p
hahahah right thank you. *blushes*
there see happy already. problem solved.
O.o!

quotation of kak Hanina;

donkey
definition:- mad, annoying female monster in blue who was the unfair adjudicator for debate 3rd round.

just some random shit stuff.
i did so well for Science! xD
Sejarah? LoL jgn tanya.

said i'll always be a friend

tough enough; i'ma stick it out til the end

Waiting For The World To Change- John Mayer

piss off la.
go dating, at least say earlier right?
don't know how much worry you're causing someone, do you?
don't you dare blame us i tell you.

xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx

Because when the sun shine, we'll shine together
Told you i'd be here forever
Said i'll always be your friend
Tough enough; i'ma stick it out to the end

Now that its raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

just beautiful lyrics that i admire.
Umbrella-Rihanna

Ezen: therefore; i stand affirmed that Advertisments On Fast Food SHOULD NOT Be Banned because it simply isn't the root of the problem and this motion MUST fall. thank you.

*standing applause*
in your faces, Seri Titiwangsa boys. *sticks tongue out*
okay so the boys were actually very nice people and no i did not stick my tongue out. xD

and it was actually quite obvious that our school would win, looking at how sloppy/messy/mumbly their first speaker was, how unprepared/gramatically wrong-at-all-times their second speaker was, and how their third speaker who was actually freaking awesome said the ultimate wrong wrong wrong thing which gave marks to our team.

fast food restaurants are everywhere.
so there are no need for fast food advertisements.
just let the pizza hut delivery motors to do the advertising.

and fyi, he's form4 and he looked like a chipmunk.

1. their points were ALL ABOUT FAST FOOD, when it is actually about the advertisements
2. letting vehicles do advertising, is still advertising.

and when Sangeetha firmly pointed out their mistakes, they were so confused and stunned. lmao

kak Hanina and myself were just spectators for the day, and we're the ones who are still unexperienced so we just sat and watch the debate going on which was an awesome experience.
Sangeeta, Ezen and Azri really did an awesome job lahh no doubt. Azri can make me laugh until my cheeks go red, seriously. even the chief adjudicator laughed at one of his silly impromptu jokes, and was smiling at Azri.

but the best speaker was awarded to the mumbly-and-hard-to-believe first speaker from the opponent's team. O.O wtc? we expected their third speaker or Ezen to get the award but .. ouh well.

so if we DO win the next round we get into semi-finals!
but our next competition is WHO?
Convent Bukit Nanas.. susah la lidat.
and i really looked forward to having Puteri Titiwangsa as our competition coz Divya's representing her school.
but still yea thank God i'm not going to debate for this year.

Hanina and I sooooo cannot see ourselves being able to replace any of them three because they're all freaking good, all with special and unique abilities.

but funniest of all funniests, after the debate non of us wanted to go back to class so we all hanged out at the canteen talking bout pokemon, hot guys and girls, Kuzco and how we're planning to sneak out from school to go eat some fast food to celebrate our victory.

P.S- Rihanna

EDIT

good now i bruised my left knee once again.
basketball. ya you don't have to ask.

i watched Day After Tomorrow twice starring Jake Gyllenhal
damn he is still so fine.


and World Trade Centre.
starring Nicolas Cage and Maggie Gyllenhal.
picture basically can tell you almost all.
it tells about the true story of brave firemen who were on the ground level of the two pentagon towers when planes already crashed into them. knowing the danger they're ahead for, four brave men still took the risk and ..

of course lahh.
the building came crashing down.
and only two survived it, for days with LITTLE water WITHOUT food.

can you believe i cried more than those in the movie did?
well, i had my reasons lahh.

Victims Of Love- Good Charlotte

so yes i still feel so freaking guilty bout it and i mean it! x(
and i owe someone a freaking huge apology.

.....

am sorry, chocaholic! x( damn you know how bad i am with words face-to-face.

and i am sincerely sorry!

yes it was wrong of me not to sms you that you could've came later and it wouldn'tve been a problem.

see. i am that tardy and irresponsible.

and the fact that i assured you that we would be there my two o clock and well, were not.

and the fact that you uhhh .. caused trouble to your dad/made your dad rush/made your dad angry/got angry at your dad?/made your dad rush.

and the fact that i made you cry omg this one i cannot forgive myself

i feel like shit please forgive me!

i don't want to fill my whole post with lists and pages of i-am-so0-sorrys la of course. so uhhh .. fake.

such a sobby, tardy, anger-filled yet happy day.

damn i am so sorry to Edna for crying myself on your birthday party. xD

sorry la can't help but cry of happiness for you. *riiight*

you.

why are you being so cold to me?

i cry and you turn away

you don't care anymore

and thats what i see in your cold eyes

and for the first time in my life, you raised your voice at me.

and there, your shirt is back with you.

and i promise you it still smells like you

the letters i kept; that heartfelt; and that ring;

i can't keep them anymore

so sick of all the needless beating.

i never knew such anger and ego lived in you.

or maybe i was just blinded by your love.

and there go my last memories of you.

your ego gives love a bad name.

when you're gone
pieces of my heart are missing you

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne

my mind's being split into two.
and introspectively, they both are related.

to you;
it was late and i'm sorry.
i don't want to do this anymore.
but you knew that i didn't want, can't and couldn't, yet was i angry?
the reasons were clear but you ignored them and still took your shot.
and u say i am immature for not understanding.
well then did you ever once try to understand me?
did you ever hear or understand what i had to say?
stop, pause and think of the people around you for a while.
i don't want to change who i am because of someone, not even you.

i advice you, don't wait for me.
coz i don't even know whether i am waiting for him or not.
as your freaking f**ked up so-called good friends said it; OMG. how the heck can you fall for a girl like that?

oh and yes, to your so called best friend.
ask her to hate herself la since she hates haters. dumb-blondness.

and to you;
i am sorry.
i don't want a conversation, just wanna cry in front of you.
maybe then you will know how i feel now.
the pain; the anger; the regret.
stop being cold to me like how i was to you i beg you.
i am still a girl, and it tortures me more than it tortures you.

and you know those memories won't fade
even if you take your shirt back
even if you take that heart back
even if you take those deeds back
and you know it would be hard to replace
yet you choose to fall for someone else that easily
to prove that i am that forgettable

well can she love you so much it burns?
well can she get you high in the clouds?
well can she feel your pain even when it doesn't hurt you?
well can she call you in the middle of the day just to say i love you?
does she over-possess you?
does she cry of happiness when she listens to love songs?
does she miss you so hard she cries?
does she thank God every single day for your presence?

AND YOU SAID FOREVER.
so technically i said it too but thats not the point. xD

now should i wait for you
or should i not?
i wanna hold on but it hurts so bad.

i just keep pretending that you'll stay

dreaming of a different ending

Something I Never Had- Lindsay Lohan

was just browsing through some music files and pondered upon this song for a while

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end

And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you
honestly tell me that its over
Because if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole

My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye!

Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..

Lindsay Lohan- Over

Happy birthday, Edna Banana!
its actually a freaking 12.30 midnight now. *coughcough* 14th *coughcough* April *cough!* already.

but yes, i appreciate ever so much the times when i just needed to annoy someone with the same old story i've been telling all of you lately. and you never seemed to get bored of it. and the times u lent your shoulder and hand to pick me up. advices remembered. love u babeh. =) xx *huggles*

why so late i blogging?
i just finished bball. xD
its going to be a weekly routine that every friday after tuition i go have basketball with my brother and friends until midnight. not like we can go any later. nightlights would be off.

I won't be the one to chase you

but at the same time you're the heart that i call home

Over- Lindsay Lohan

i've been tagged.
i don't even know what kind of funstuff this is but yea i'm still doing it.

Some Freaky Things About Me

• I sleep with my blankey covering me

lol who the hell doesn't? but no no no mine is a 100 times different. when i said, sleep with my blankey covering me, i meant, covering me whole body. not a single spot ( spot? ) of air molecule to seep through! from head to toe!

• I bath with one door open

this sounds so gross if you're one of my family members but yes i do. the door that leads to my mom's bedroom, not the hallway. i lock the door and take my time bathing, even if i have my daddy/mommy/grandma wanting to come in asap. i usually have the radio on or watch tv while bathing. yeahh. now u know.

• I scream when a vehicle comes too close to the vehicle i'm in

so loud that even the person in/on the next vehicle can hear me. okay this one some of you people know already. parents and neighbours have experienced it already and they regret it. so uhhh .. to ensure you're ear safety, do not try it when i am in your car.

• I can cry just by watching certain tv ads

lol if some of you remember, i watched this hari raya advertisement and it was only for a lousy less-than-thirty seconds and half way i burst out into tears already. i watched it three times and cried three times altogether.

• I think spiders and bees are attractive

no not butterflies, spiders and bees. spiders i ain't so sure but bees definitely have got something for me. i don't panic like some people do when there are bees around. i frankly recall bees buzzing through my hair and around my ear. never stung me. =D heee.

• I see tiny insects crawling in some of my food and i still eat it

hahahah lmao this one i just discovered. i saw a little insect in my banana and i ate it. i remember seeing one in my cereal and bread and .. i ate it.

• I wake up at least once/twice every night during sleep 5 times a week

insomnia. see thats why i am the worst candidate to watch horror.

okay. have to study.

I build sandcastles in the sky, and i touch them

When I Go Down- Relient K

blog's always being a retard to me these days but yea whatever.

*drum rolls*
i am going to fail BM and Maths, yes the two subjects that if u fail will send u to straight bottom.

Ranjali cried. lol poor you. you won't fail la kay? damn look who's talking
come to think of it, the previous exam i was the one who cried. LoL
such dejavu-ness in girlfriends.

there are always leakage on whats coming out.
and i already got clues of whats coming out for science roflmao
off to study now.

a murderer as i see him dying

i don't want to do this anymore

Itu Kamu- Estranged

woots! i see a next Ryan Conferido! xD

actually, Ryan Conferido is forever the best. xx


i love you Ryan!
*if Ryan COINCIDENTALLY browses through my blog*
'omg look at this mad stalker of mine.'

Nadeem's house is a giant itself.
and his mom is soooo fair and white daarn i wonder how Nadeem is so ....
okay let me not get carried away. back to the house.

its more than twice the size of Edna's house! and i thought Edna's house was bungalow enough!
the two things i was so surprised about was

• his bedroom was smaller than mine which i share with a sister and maid
• his toiletbowl was not made out of gold

i am going to do a Friendship Contract! sounds totally lame and kiddy but yeah whatever.
note; you only sign it if you

• promise to be my besh fween forever and ever and ever and *oh JuYi shut up*
• promise never to leave me .. technically
• promise that you well, just don't leave me okay? x(
  

if you think you cannot fullfill all three of the above, or two, whatever .. don't sign. i won't be offended. promised.

would you even have the guts to say

i don't love you

like i used to yesterday

You Don't Know- Eminem/Lloyd Banks/50 Cent/Cashis/TonyYago

EDIT

So You Think Can Dance Malaysian Edition has started! *bimbotic yelling*

if you miss any eps, don't worry!
catch up with them on youtube! *click!*
sorry la but yeah everyone knows i'm a mad fan of SoYouThinkYouCanDance.

and you are soooo gonna see me in the top ten of the third season of the competition. ;)

Happy birthday, BlackBoy!

I look at you

i haven't told you but i'm sorry

Glamorous- Fergie ft. Ludacris

yay thank God Kent arrived at Singapore safely.
and currently studying dance in some .. uhh .. university.
how cool is that?

for me? hah. my plan sudah all worked out wan la.
get 7A ( lol how futuristic ) 's now ..
go for Science/Arts stream and score an oh-so-freaking-high 8A's for SPM.
get a scholarship to Monash Australia, University Of Arts Singapore or England.
major in drama arts. ;)

ya i know its kinda wasted studying bio, physics and chem and add maths next year but i wanna be an all-rounder.
thats what keeps me going. x)

u pain in da butt!
but its okay. i owe you. ;)

my daddy told me so

he let his daughter know

Glamorous- Fergie ft. Ludacris

Samuel you are so disgusting!


well anyways ..


Kent leaves to Singapore today.
i wish you all the best, good luck and lots and lots of prayers from me. =)
come back to Malaysia and visit me i tell you! xD

i got an A for Maths!
an A! OMG!
should have just seen the expression on my face.
i expected a C okaay .. or prolly an F.
turns out i got a C for my KH instead when i expected an A for it. peeshposh.



here's a random pic of me after crying alot for a very stupid reason;

and here's the cellgroup i love;=) love all of you!

they say 'ah hah! ah hah!'

keep your hands off my girl; keep your hands off my girl

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl- Good Charlotte