Adrian came today!

okay not to visit me; he had to 'babysit' his younger sister who was at my house with my sister and friends. i dunno why he even had to. i have a kakak laa.

my mother bought me the lala-est dress alive.

i have to admit it was pretty cute; not too lala.

but HELL will i be seen in that dress. ever.

its sorta like an extension of the typical blazer thing you always see girls wear with a colar top on the inside; the top part of the dress is the top part of the blazer, while the skirt of the dress is the bottom part of a blazer. so, its a blazer dress?

sounds so complicated, right?

obviously looks better than that laa.

but basically, that was what i meant.

i like clothes like THESE;

yupp.
not always overall-fitting, nice and long motif/print tees. courtesy to Dorothy Perkins
its hard to find clothes like these nowadays, since lala-ness has been spreading like virus around Malaysia and its not always cheap. :(

where do i stand in your life?

Kiss Kiss- Chris Brown ft T-Pain

I WANT NEW BLOGSKIIIIIN.

correction; I WANT NEW BLOGSKIN, MEIIIIIII!

after how much i've done for you yesterday,
i deserve a Mei-made skin, don't i? HAHAHAHAAAA

so,

the James Morrison/Rick Price concert. :)

i'm sorry i have no videos or pictures.
my camera batt went out!
Hazzypoo has alot; when he uploads them, i'll steal em. :D


i had the toughest time in the world figuring out what to wear. like i have said before, i don't have much clothing options coz i've never done proper shopping for around a year already. and i've been growing out of 80% of my clothes sideways and ummm .. tall ways? and my bum has been growing extra XL and i'm still wearing the same jeans i've had since form1.

sad case.
i know.

so i just took out my two year old jeans and drew out some random white top.
threw on some eyegloss.
and i'm outta the door.

Edna was also wearing a sorta, off-shoulder top like mine, but hers was in black.
Edna: ying and yang maan.

THE BLOODY JAM.

ALMOST RUINED MY MOOD.

because we left the house at 6:30, and arrived at KLCC 5 minutes to eight.

should have took the lrt lahh, aunty x(


but then again,
as expected, the concert started quite late because the smart security took forever to align us into our seats. thank GOD for bringing your DS, Hazzypoo! it totally made me forget about time, and didn't even realize that time flew so quickly.


and from my view, there were around 1000 people laa, so for a crowd in a hall, its huge but not too big. after all, not all the seats were filled. there were so many empty seats in the front, in the back, at the sides. waaah; James Morrison laa. takkan lahh tak laku?


so of course.
how can we leave those pretty seats empty?
the three of us jumped 50 ringgit in front. :)


eh please la what we did was so minor.
soooo many people from the RM130 row jumped all the way to the most expensive row.
and the headlights already went off, so it was hard to notice.


so the concert started off with Dayang Nurfaizah who belted out a few songs.
she looked so ... sparkly. HAHAAA
although i am not a fan of her, she's a got one powerful voice maan.
like the Malaysian version of Rihanna. no wait ........ wait, yeah.


i don't know whether its unfortunate for you guys or not, but we were seated a row in front of a bunch of rowdy people who looked like they were in twenties. they made quite a lot of noise, but to us we found it funny and decided to join along bising-bising together whenever we wanted to.


so when Dayang went off, some of them were screaming;

where's Morrison?

uhhh, mr Jaaaaaaames?

JAMES MORRISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

so bloody funny dohh.
especially this one dude, who was pretending he was some crazy fangirl.

you know.
screaming like a fanatic. a female fanatic.

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after a few minutes, mr Price came out. i thought mr Morrison would be coming out first because Rick Price seemed like some really famous dude some girls were yabbing about him when we were lining up to get in the hall. and you know, they'd want to save the best for last.

*buzzer zap*ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP! wrong!

JAMES MORRISON MORE FAMOUS.

thoroughly, i enjoyed Rick Price's performance.

his songs are pretty nice to listen to, although i've only heard Heaven Knows before this.

but then again, i went to the concert to watch JAMES MORRISON.

so i patiently waited until mr Harga was over.

i think he finished around 10:30?

and guess what time James Morrison came out;

QUARTER TO ELEVEN

note; the stage was semicircular so if you were to stand on stage, there would be people on your left, front, and right. the audience on the right and left would only get a view of your side profile or sometimes, your butt.

so what happened?

half of the audience in the far back of the left and right decided to dump their seats, and stand directly behind the front seats.

a random conversation between two Aussie pair of men who didn't know each other who were also standing;

like, our seats got stolen. we don't know who stole them, but yeah

aww man. we wish our seats were stolen too.

>

why are concert audience so funny la?

the three of us did attempt to stand with them people too, but when the security shooed us, we and a few other people chickened out and went back to our seats. like Hazzypoo said, we've already jumped RM50 to the front la, better not push our luck. ;)

when JMorrison came out.............

FUIYOH.

who thought 1000 people could make so much noise laa?

esp the crazy fangirls who were screaming nonstop.

i think the screaming lasted for at least a minute. uhuh uhuh

he was wearing a sleeveless grey blazer, a thin 3/4 sleeved pink shirt on the inside, and a thinner white tank top on the inside. yeah, draw what you can imagine, MeiMei ;)

he looked pretty short; not to say its a bad thing NO.

but he was sooooo cute laa, as in muka-budak-kecil cute. with that UK slang going on.

he belted out almost all my favourite songs of him and found myself singing along while he was singing. i was wondering why he didn't introduce Better Man when he was performing it, maybe because it was a little bit indie? i don't care. Better Man was MY ultimate favourite. you people don't sing along, i sing along maaan. i wanted to yell 'YOU'RE THE BETTER MAN, JAAAMES!' when the song was over but ahh, i chickened out.

so in between songs, he would rest for at least a minute right?

here are the James-and-audience conversations i can remember;

oh boy. this has to be the hottest country i've ever been to. *takes off his blazer*

*fangirls go crazy bezeeeerk*

hahaa. how can you guys actually live here? its so hot.

madfangirl: you're hot, James! YOU'RE HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWT!

yeah i'm hot.

*fangirls go even bezeeeeerk*

oh no i'm just hot. not THAT hot; ah you know what i'm talking about.

I LOVE YOU, JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMES!

-the same fangirl five times-

take thak shek ouf, James! take it ouuuuf!

-juyi-

marry me, James!

-Hazwan-

have my childreeeen!

-Hazwan?-

so, how you guys feelin'?

*girls and boys go wild*

oh no i'm not gay. please no. i know i sounded it but no.

some men: AWWWWWWW MAAAAAAAN

another guy: we love you in a non sexual way; YEAH!

not that there's anything wrong with being gay. HAHAA

i'm a magnet for crazy people.

like toottoottoot, yeah that guy with a mop of a head will talk to me.

he's a really funny guy in person, and there was so much more conversation that went on but i just can't remember it all. i was there for his music, not to remember what he said. but then again........


i should have brought a recorder.
bagi you dengar how good he is live.
honestly, the best live performer i've listened to in a long time.


he finished off sometime after midnight and for the first time in my life, everyone stood up and cheered. ahhh i bet it was his best crowd ever xD


and right when he was about to walk off, a fangirl ran on stage O.O and she had a huge bouquet of flowers for him. two security guards immediately approached her but but BUT; they didn't shoo her! she got to walk with him until he was backstage if i'm not mistaken.

YOU LUCKY CRAZY GIRL.

YOU GOT TO WALK WITH JAMES MORRISON.

SIDE MY SIDE.

I BET YOU EVEN GOT TO TALK TO HIM.

HOW AWESOOOOOME.

thank God i'm not some siao fanatic.
if i was, i would've jumped on him earlier laa.


when he went off backstage, some people already made their way out of the hall. some fans however stayed and started yelling; WE WANT MORE! WE WANT MORE! of course, we joined them crazy fans and started screaming along and soon, everyone was screaming for more.


after a few minutes, i was beyond shocked.
James Morrison came back out.
and belted out Last Goodbye.


since the concert was actually over and the seats were already half empty, the audience made their way as far to the front as they could. i snuck my way through knooks and crannies and from 40 steps away, i was less than 10 steps away.

I WAS THIS CLOSE TO HIM MAAN.

can see his pimples freckles and moustache lines and all.

when he went off .... again this time for real, everyone slowly made their way out. then i noticed one fangirl was talking to a security guard nearby. suddenly, she ran on the stage and i was wondering what she wants; kiss the stagefloor ke?

she took the two water bottles James Morrison drank out of.
and started squealing and jumping.
mind you; she looked like she was seventeen.

imagine her showing it off to her friends.

*holds bottles up* like, James Morrison drank out of these bottles maan.

James Morrison.

thank you for coming to Malaysia.

i'm so glad you performed Better Man even when its not really known. i don't care; I LOVE BETTER MAN. :D

come back next time, mister!

Mei still hasn't met you! and neither have you met her ;)

Kiss Kiss- Chris Brown ft T-Pain

Rosak!

computer rosak dohh.
WHY LA? psshh.

currently, in Samantha's house, taking over her computer.
will continue blogging like normal when my com's back from the hospital ;)


Clumsy- Fergie

Like Justice League!

i honestly, don't really believe that what in the newspapers are always true.
so i watched live videos on the riot demonstration on YouTube.

boy did they piss me off.

from what i saw, it was NOTHING like a riot. it was a very peaceful demo; the people who gathered were not carrying any senjata, and they even made a vow that they were doing it in peace. no harm to no one. no disturbance to no one.

but police destroying the temples? according to a friend
okay now thats waaay over the border, friends.

YOU.
no matter HOW HIGH your position is.

NEVER

DO

HARM

TO

A

SACRED

BUILDING

OR

PLACE

thats just .... wrong.
correction; thats BEYOND wrong.
something that i will never ever respect or agree to in my life.

and yeah, i'm still sorta pissed about it.
although i found out about it like, five hours ago.

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today, i could have raped Divya.
coz she and her annoying sister were shooting water at me. pfft.

you wait la you Div.
wait until i get Sarah and give you a total threesome, and it'll be selling as the best homemade porn video ever. *insert evil laughter*


Rapper's Delight- Sugarhill Gang

Crazy Fangirl

so my brother, sister and i were in the back of the car after a family dinner out. its been long since we've had a punch-each-other fiesta and today was the latest day. my left arm is all bruised and red. and my brother punched my pretty blue bracelet broken. my brother however, from the impact, cut his hand and my sister got tickled and punched nearly to death. hahaa

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isn't

this

familiar?

and these are pictures of him BACK in theIN THE US already.
Quest celebrating thanksgiving.

i.
am flying.
above cloud nine.

Daddy's Little Girl

its taking forever to download this song on Ares.
but oh well; what is Imeem for? =)

i'll put it up when its finished downloading. :)
from Uptown Girl;

this, is Molly Smiles.

Daddy's little girl paints the world with her magic wand
Daddy's little child breathes new life to the morning time for me
Though we're apart, her thoughts follow me
When I come home...

Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles, and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

Daddy's little girl ties a ribbon around my heart
Daddy's little child waves goodbye to the ocean tide that sweeps me
Though we're apart, she's a part of me

Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

When I come home..
Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

When the days have gone grey,
Nothing's wrong when Molly smiles


Molly Smiles- Jesse Spencer

you know what JuYi .... i'm so sick of life. its so boring.

i wish i did tell you why, J.
why you're so sick and tired of life, that you think you know so well.

because all you want is drama.

you've been the producer.
the director.
the writer.
the centerpoint star.
the commentor.
the spectator.
the critic.

you and your boyfriend you love to death, not enough drama ah?
and i still don't get why I is still talking to you.
maybe because you're the only one amongst us that talks to her boyfriend that apparently, she loves to death too.

really la; what is wrong with you people?
just shows that sometimes, i'm not the only one around who is problematic.

if only the next time, you get on my last straw, i'd have the courage to gather all my puny guts and let out all my steaming hot water on you. just like how my girl, S, did only a few weeks ago.

and you can't say nothing about me now.
because in case you didn't notice; you are just like me.
so now its my turn to be the one talking.


no more positions, girl.
so when you gonna suck it all up,
and grow up?



just when will you wake up?

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on a brighter note,
a picture of two of my favourite people. =)

yeah, thats ummm ..... the ever hot Ryan and Dennis.

I'm Still Here

so its Kuhan's last day in KL for this year.
i'm gonna miss you, brother.
til this end of Dec. *waves*

today, we went out for a simple lepak in JJ.
with the likes of him, BA, his brother, Nicolas and Divya, how can there not be buckets of crazy overspilling laughter?

i predict la.

i predict.

inside joke, people.

i had a burger, some fries, a waffle cake, another burger, then a cup of Mcflurry.
HELL do i eat maaan.
zomg.



we walked around, then lepak-ed in my playground for about an hour.
then Kuhan's fat ass mouth kena bukak dohh!
he brought back up the 'BA and JuYi History' topic.



mangkok betul la you.
mangkok.

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James Morrison, anyone?
no i don't want to talk to you already, Nick. *sticks big fat tongue out*

haaa.
kidding. xD
i am still sticking my tongue out to you though. xPP

but really la; anyone going for James Morrison?
tak sedap hati la i go with these two lovebirdies, then when they get all lovey dovey, i'm sitting at the sides, watching them like some ...... tiang lampu. although they insist i'm not going to be one, i still don't wanna be around them when they are all into each other. mehh.

so yeah.
... James Morrison, anyone?



Free Bird- Lynard Skynard

Seven things you plan to do before you die
1. Jog an hour without stopping
2. Lift my left leg up to the forehead I’m on the way there okay shattaaap
3. Do at least four pirouettes
4. Stand on my toes for a long period of time
5. Walk on the red carpet
6. Get lost in the woods with the love of my life
7. Charity/orphanage donations

Seven things you can do
1. Jog 10 minutes and pengsan
2. lift my left leg 140 degrees
3. Eat one whole large pizza in an hour
4. Cry three times over the same ad and mean it lahh babi
5. Cry five times from watching the same movie five times Sepet hahaa
6. Paint quite well, when I focus
7. Go beyond the limits of imagination

Seven celebrity crushes from three onwards, were previous ones lah kay?
1. Ryan Conferido ( celeb, right? )
2. RAAAAAIIIIIIINNNN
3. Riley Mcclendon the Third
4. Dennis Yin
5. Jason Dolley
6. Vaness F4
7. Ash Ketchum rofl

Seven most repeated phrases/words
1. Wtvla youuu.
2. Go die lahh you.
3. Like
4. Awesoooooooome
5. ohmygod
6. Bodo nk mampus
7. Xble bla

Three names you go by
1. juyi
2. juyehh
3. Ju

Three Screen names you've ever had
1. NAMA SAYA JUYEHH
2. xPussycat Dollx
3. JuYi Smiles

Three physical things you like about yourself
1. height
2. eyes
3. Long legs lol

Three physical things you don't like about yourself
1. The whole face
2. I’m voluptuous
3. Sensitive skin

Three things that scare you
1. The dark
2. People’s negative thoughts about me
3. mice

Three drinks (alcoholic or non)
1. sarsiiiiii
2. miloooooo
3. Blood. I’m a vampire

Three of your everyday essentials
1. internet
2. music
3. dance

Three things you're wearing right now
1. A big fat flower hair clip
2. pyjamas
3. An undy

Three of your favourite movies
1. The Notebook
2. Sepet
3. Step Up


Two truths and a lie
1. I sleep in the nude
2. I eat vitamin pills, every morning
3. I play Gunbound

Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to you
1. Hair dohh HAIR
2. looks
3. personality

Three careers you are considering, or have considered
1. Theatrical arts major
2. actress
3. Ambassador

Three people you would like to see take this quiz now
1. The Click Five
2. Linkin Park
3. PCD

Black & Blue- Chris Garneau

The End

NOTE; i dropped him another comment, coz i forgot to ask him about his trip to Singapore in my previous comment. i did sound pretty normal in my comment to him because well, i got sick and tired of being sick and tired of him not replying. i did not expect him to reply; i thought he would take a month or two to.

cloud nine, dohh.

you have no idea how i feel right now.

Vogue- Madonna

Instant Twice

5 Things I Want For Christmas;

• permission to go to Singapore. Ryan and Hok; OHMYGOD.
• enough dosh for my trip to Singapore.
• finish 50 xmas cards
• turkey. rofl
• just, go to Singapore. :(

right now, all i need is permission, money, the exact date mr Ryan and mr Hok are going to be there, and the period they are going to be there.

high hopes lahh, JuYi.
high hopes.

i really want to go.

A Bend And Not Break- Dashboard Confessional

You Give Me Something

and guess who is going to watch James Morrison live.
*click*

i'm owning one of three of those tix yawww.
its mine; MIIIIIIINE! *galavants everywhere*

thank you so much, Hazzy! ;DD
its the least you could do right .. for what i've helped you with today. MOOHAHAH

being brutally honest;
i do think mr Morrison here's a bit gay, but his music is to be praised for. and i'm such a fan of him. i love listening to his songs, and boy can't i wait to listen to him sing live during the liveandloudkl festival this 29th.

one thing though.
the other two tickets, as obvious, would be for hazWedna.

i DO NOT want to be their tiang lampu throughout the concert and no i don't want to be alone at all during the event. so if any of you JamesMorrison/music lovers are going, PLEASE DO LET ME TEMAN YOU.

God i sounded like some pelacur.

but yeah.

and if any of you JamesMorrison/music lovers are figuring whether to go or not, please do come. Haz bought the cheapest tick; RM130. see so cheap right right right? xD and if that is still not convincing you, if you call yourself a strong music lover and my friend, GO SAVE SOME MONEY AND COME TO THE EVENT WITH ME!

stop giving me hope, people

its the last thing i want right now

This Boy- James Morrison

Just Like A Photo

i'll do the other tag another day or something lahh.

coz this picture tag seems fuuuun. :DD

THE MOST RECENT PICTURE OF YOU;

lotion + palmolive liquid soap + powder.

When was this taken?

this morning.

Where was it taken?
during Pengguna Camp.

it was for the short sketch we did lahh.

A PICTURE OF YOU MAKING A PEACE SIGN;

teehee. x)

Is this picture in colour?
dumb question.

A PICTURE OF YOU WITH A FRIEND;

Who are you with?

mr Adrian Wong. waaay back during CNY.

i want chocolate cupcakes and cookies!

A PICTURE OF YOU IN A RANDOM WEIRD PLACE;

those were the days ....

Where were you?

in an lrt station.

A PICTURE OF YOU IN BLACK AND WHITE;

i don't look malay lahh.

Do you like black and white pictures or colour pictures better?

black and white tend to have that old, drama effect going on.

definitely ying and yang better ;D

A PICTURE OF YOU WITH YOUR HAIR UP;

well, half my hair up.

A PICTURE OF YOU WITH A WEIRD FACE;

i'm not photogenic. i know that.

A PICTURE OF YOU WEARING A BLACK COLOURED SHIRT;

yeah Mei, what.

A PICTURE OF YOU WEARING A RED COLOURED SHIRT;

my ONLY picture of me in red.

WOW.

A PICTURE OF YOU WEARING A GREEN COLOURED SHIRT;

what?

hijau la niii.

A PICTURE OF YOU LOOKING MAD;

i do count it as mad, because i usually never pose like that.

Why were you mad?

... because i usually never pose like that.

I tag; EVERYONE.

including Ryan Conferido. rofl

baby you

have become my addiction

Because Of You- Ne-Yo

Why Won't You

its bullshit;
'maybe he didn't receive the message. you should try sending it to him again'
'maybe he didn't see it.'


why do you think i don't want to send you a message a second time?
because i'm intimidated, thats why.
because i don't want you to reply me for a reason that goes 'ohmyGod i have to shut this girl up already'.


i don't want you to think i'm some crazy stalker who well .. just STALKS. i have this incredible reason for liking you and its not because you're drop-dead gorgeous or because you have hair that have the ability to make both men and women crazy.

my reasons are real.
and no one else understands it.
some even laughed at me about it.
and i only told you about it in the card i made for you.

you won't laugh at me either, would you?

how could you forget me?
and how come you remember her?

what other reason can there be?

and stop crying lahh, JuYi.
the stupidity in you, really.

nothing else can make me happy at this moment.

no comment on this post, please.

EDIT

i still don't wany any comment on this post.

but apparently the one thing that has made me smile like shit and laffing like a nerdy jacakss was hazwedna in my house for two hours just now.

Goncaaaang

Hari ini 15 November 2007.

Saya berada di Kem Pengguna di Wisma Belia, Jln Syed Putra, Kuala Lumpur. Saya bersama Edna, BoonAun, Yap, Himmet & Nadeem.

Sup kacau hijau masa minum petang mcm tahi babi.

Jln ke bilik mcm dlm cerita Ju-On.

Baju besar free mcm baju pyjamas.

Saya benci tempat ini.

Saya suka kem ini.

Nanti saya balik rumah Edna utk tidur. Esok pergi mesyuarat YE.

Walaupun tadi saya benci hari ini, saya semakin suka hari ini.

Saya sangat gembira. n.n xx

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yes.
from the same previous notebook. =))

as written in the notebook, yes.
i hated it so much at first.

they gave us green pea soup.
you know .. the green pea you use for the typical Science experiment.

THAT green pea. *vomits*
its supposed to be KACANG MERAH la oiii. *slams face*

and our pathway to our hotel rooms dorms,

are

the

scariest

pathways

ever

everytime i walk through it, i feel like peeing.
even the men were freaked out by it.

and the elevators are tak tentu; they tend to bring you to the highest floor, then to other floors, even when you didn't intend to go to that certain floor. and they shake ALOT. esp when it starts moving and when its about to stop. alot of the students are having headaches, including me. my body's feeling all wobbly, still.



BUT
i got the hang of it; and i'm truly starting to like it.

30-40 students from my form. and ONLY my school.
i got a great chance to know some of my formmates better, esp those i never really talked to before.

and what can go wrong, if you're hanging with the likes of mr BoonAun, Himmet, Yap and the infamous Nadeem? Edna said he was calling my name sometime just now at the camp but i didn't hear him. now if i managed to hear him calling my name, wouldn't that have ended our silly feud already?

besides,
if i didn't have to go for the YE meeting tomorrow with Edna, we would've been sleeping in the same room as Pn Vemala. she offered quarter of us girls to sleep in her i-swear-its-like-a-hotel-room room with her, so.....

yeah.
i'm starting to love it. =))

off to go help Edna with some artsy thingy we're doing for our team presentation tomorrow.

will be back with videos, pictures and more. ;D

when will you reply me?

In Da Club- 50 Cent & Beyonce

Now Stop; and Do It Agaim

i'm
off
to
CAMP,
PEOPLE! =))

hosted by Pn Vemala.
i think its called Kem Kepenggunaan or something.
around 50 students from my form participated.

its been quite long since i've actually got involved in a camp of whateversorts already, and i can't wait for the fun;

coz as from the information given, its going to be an EXPLORACE!

til this Sat/Sunday, loves.
toodles! moochacha xx

Instant Replay- Dan Hartman

Eyes Wide Open

whats that you're drinking?

i don't know but it tastes like Milo

this dude's sick yoooo.

and i thought i loved him more because of his poetry.
before i loved him more because of his piano compositions.



and i linked his xanga. right below MrNickehh. xD

respect maan.
respect.

Know The Ledge- Rakim & Eric B

Be Mine?

i may not be good suck at expressing my feelings in the form of words.

but i have the ability to further change that form of expression into dance. =))

something i stole from Mei's blog;
that made me feel absolutely pathetic.
although, i did edit it alittle bit. heh.

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Some days, you think that maybe the person you like is going to like you back just because he said ‘hi’. Yes, we as humans are just really pathetic that way, we cant help it. Deny it all you want but you know in your gut its true.


Why do we humans want to try or be in love? We know no matter what we say, it wont always be forever. Look at the Spice Girls, Girl Power Forever. So much for forever, when all of them a broken up eh? Well ok, the Spice Girls dont count. But really, have you ever seen a teenager’s love life or relationship ever latest as long as they say. Some will say, Forever is us, baby, even others, Till we die honey or even we’ll last for infinity. So much for lasting when you know, its just 9 months, or longest (I’ve know at least at a teenager’s age) is 2 years, tops. The hard thing of being in a relationship or even liking (or loving) someone is the hurt you have to go through.


As I always say, I’ve come a very very long way. Its been almost a year I’ve been single. Infact, I could say its like a century in being single and available time. Actually, its that I choose not to be taken. Its not like I don’t have admirer’s. I do, but I turn them down eventually. Or sometimes, when I do like them, in the end I find myself turning in the opposite direction or just that the person I like just doesn’t like me back. I’m not eager for a boyfriend, but it seems nice to be taken.

To know there is always one person who would always love you a slightest bit more than everyone around you.

Anne Frank once wrote in her diary when she was in hiding that; even if you know there are millions of people who love you at once, you’ll feel even more alone. Because you know you aren’t anyone’s one and only.


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can i be your one and only?


Better Man- James Morrison

I Caucasian

i feel insulted dohh.
aku tak percaya maaan.

Are you a different race than you think you are? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as white white 42% latino 33% asian 33% black 33%

i am so NOT white.
heck i don't know how my results proved that i'm more of a white.

i do rather well in studies, i play quite a many video games, no i don't understand what fo shizzle ye gizzle means ...

maybe its because i don't watch anime. =/
darn.

but i am ASIAN and a proud-to-be one!
*sigh* guess i will have to marry an angmoh la, i guess?

Canned Heat- Jamiroquai

I Just Close My Eyes

kiddie fieldtrip to Putrajaya todayh!


almost my whole crew gang were together today.
along with Kuhan-fanatic, Mei.

i was looking forward to the school-organized trip.
mainly because i've never been there, and i've heard of stories that the scenery there is very pretty.

arrived there around 9?
boring
until
want
to
die

NOTHING SPECIAL WEYH! what on earth!?
prolly i was at the wrong place kuut.
mehh.

here's what i wrote in the free mini notebook during the meeting we had later on with the Pengarah Hal Ehwal Pengguna or whatever person.

page 1.

nama saya JUYEHH.

hi =)

saya suka Ryan Conferido.

dia sangat baik. =D

dia tidak suka saya.

tapi tidak mengapa.

saya suka dia.

saya rindu Ryan.

kerana dia dah balik USA.

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page 2.

saya ada kawan-kawan.

nama mereka; Samantha, Divya, Mei, Liyana, Edna, SiuWern, FooFy, Ines, Ranjali dan Suzanne.

saya sangat sayang mereka. xx

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page 3.

saya berada di PutraJaya.

saya sangat lapar.

saya mahu tidur.

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page 4.

saya tidak suka lelaki ini.

dia cakap terlalu banyak.

dia bercakap tentang ayam yang terbang, longkang, nama-nama jalan di Bangi, Michael Scoffield dari Prison Break, bermain dengan kapal terbang, kandungan gula dalam Coca-Cola, batu karang, mulut yang senget, perasa Kodomolion dan pasar mlm.

memang berkaitan dengan hal ehwal hak pengguna, kan?

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i'm such a good student.
i paid so much attention during the meeting.
aww i know.


PUTRAJAYA SANGAT MENARIK, KAN?
fooh pengarah in charge itu LAGI menarik.

Putrajaya ada cotton candy Rifdy dohh.

-mei-

its Alamanda la; Putrajaya sucks.

so here's the story.

we went to Baskin Robbins because i was eager for a dose of chocolate mint that i haven't had in a very long time. hee x). the dude there helped me with it and Samantha wanted to try the Cotton Candy.

'omg this guy's cute maan.'

'SAMANTHA!'

'what i'm just sayiiiing. check out his eyes dohh'

'good Lord.'

and she couldn't stop talking bout him even after we left the outlet. Mei also another one.

eh i didn't see his name dohh!

its Rifdy .. or something.

you two ah. memang no life.

whaaat he is cute okaay.

YEAH.

need me to ask his number for you or what?

*Sam drags Mei and runs away*

and that was exactly what i did.

ummm, yeah hi. my friend thinks you're cute. and she wants your number. you wouldn't mind would you?

umm no sure. =)

how old are you?

i'm nineteen.

i gotta admit la;

he is pretty cute.

i'm single, but not interested. =))

Samantha ada cotton candy Rifdy dohh!

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and today at 6am, my fellow SoYouThinkYouCanDance finalists have left Malaysia. i bet they're still on the plane. prolly snoring. yeah.

i guess i'm gonna miss you guys more than i think.

especially you, Ryan.

and you be a good boy in school, you hear?

*pats head and messes up your hair*

Better Man- James Morrison

A Farewell Fatale

Mei, he didn't pay attention to me the most.

shattap lahh.

as we all know,
today is their last day in Malaysia.
performing for the very last time.

big credits to Mei, Mei's mom for being the drebar, Jeremy, YeeLyn, new friends Roy and SweeNey for putting up with my constant 'my mood's not good right now. better don't layan me or i'll bite your head off' attitude today. if i were one of ya'll, i would've smacked me already.

.... that didn't come out right.
gahh whatever.

and esp Mei.
saya sayang awak dohh. *squeezes you*

its been such an emotional rollercoaster.
especially today.

if i'm afraid we'd be late for the show, i get angry.
i see them dance, i get happy.
i get happy, then as expected, i cry.
and i'm back to square one.

whatever la you, JuYi.
such a self-centered suckeeerrrr.

so i tried my best to fully enjoy their last performance today at 7pm. and i did. and since we all know i'm the fussiest person alive, it amazed me that being sweaty, hot, itchy, smelly and EXTREMELY tired since most of us have been there since 1 did not cross my mind or bother me at all whenever they started dancing.

you people
never failed
to put a smile on my face
whenever i went to watch you guys dance
=)

and this last performance, Dennis, Becky, Nikki and the infamous Syeikh went up on stage to dance. its been long since i've seen them dance, esp you Denniiiis. *pulls off a very hot stalker face*

after the event was over, i needed to see them.
needed. NEEDED. *screams hysterically and runs lintang-pukang*

i felt HORRID coz Mei's mother had to wait for us because we wanted to take pictures, autographs, signatures, hugs blablabla.. but yeah la i just wanted to give them my uhhh, little token of appreciation? that i made specially for each and everyone of them.

all of them had different cards.
all of them had different gifts.
don't la get angry that Ryan's presents was the biggest AND the most!

damn i hope they can actually read what i wrote in my uglehh handmade card. its prolly all bent and screwed-up looking already.



and as expected and mentioned,
i broke down.
in public.
for the 11489024837 time.

sorry Michelle if i wet your shirt or whatever.
i really didn't want myself to cry!
and i'm not amazing omg YOU ARE AMAZIIINGG.


Snow, hope i didn't wet your hoodie either.
and thanks for comforting me. *kisses on the cheek*



AAAAAAAH Jamile Jamile..
you know i love you, sweet stuff. xoxo


last but not least,
mr Ryan Conferidoooo.
hope you didn't see me tear or whatever. *runs away*

'awwwh JUYI...'

*gives the biggest most tightest hug ever*

i really appreciate it. i really do. means alot to me.

means alot to ME laah.
=)

now my legs are dying.
but i don't care.
coz it was all worth it. :))

there is so much i can say but words get in the way so

we're not together

i will remember you

I Will Remember You-Ryan Cabrera

Victor Victrola

don't know who these two are?

watch gossipgirl. the latest episode.

it got me screaming.

uhuh uhuh.

and since i'm feeling so angelic, i went to search for all the urls on youtube for each GossipGirl episode for those who can't or haven't watched it, and they're all of high quality video and sound.

i'm awesome.

and you love me.

i know. :))

Ep 1; Pilot
Ep 2; The Wild Brunch
Ep 3; Poison Ivy
Ep 4; Bad News Blair
Ep 5; Dare Devil
Ep 6; The Handmaiden's Tale no longer in yt so its a shortened ep
Ep 7; Victor Victrola

Ep 8 preview; Seventeen Candles.

this comment from one of the views made me rofl;
i don't get it. lily likes rufus. serena likes dan. erik likes jenny. that's like, a family orgy. god.

i heard you're good over there

and i also heard the things you said

Relief- Chris Garneau

Do It Like No One's Watching

so i went to see them performing at SgiWang. again.

for the third time. or was it the fourth?

waaa you datang lagii-nearby policeman

*Michelle on stage waves my direction when she saw me*

how awesome. hahaa

no sight of Ryan around after the event, so i continued talking to Jamile, Michelle and Snow who were already out.

then i hear a familiar voice.

hi JuYi.

*turns to the left* oh hi Ryaan. :)

HAAAAA.

amazingly, i did not faint there and then, and no i wasn't freaking out as much as Divs who was all crazy and hyper coz Ryan also remembers her name.

hi Ryan. i'm your new biggest fan!

typical Mei. haaaa xD

and i need my flask back Ryan!

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Korean American Lydia Paek, the only bgirl of Ryan and Hok's breakgroup, Quest not only can do airfreezes, she sings like a pro yooo. here are some short vids of her singing...


Superstar by Luther Vancross.


Alicia Key's I Ain't Got You.


and JoJo's Let It Rain.

sounds a lot like JoJo, huh?

i don't know if she's opting for a singing career or whatever la, but she breaks really well. and you can't deny she's a good singer. damn la are all you people in Quest so multi-blood/talented?

Ryan Conferido Confreedo xD;
Philipino American, never-had-proffesional-training piano playing, on-head-shoulders-and-alot-other-body-parts dancing , poetry writing hairstylist.

Hokuto Konishi;
Japanese British, graphic designing, dancer-choreographer.

Victor Kim;
Korean American, guitar and piano playing, awesome-giler-babi-nak-mampos breakdancer.

Steve Terada;
Japanese American, madass taekwando champion, air breaker and Stitch impersonator. i consider that a talent hahahaa

and i bet thats not the only talents they have.

and i read a comment on one of her vids;

'girl i know this sounds downright cheesy but you gotta try out for American Idol maan you got talent right there!'

think she should?

If I Ain't Got You- Lydia Paek

Girl Don't Cry

happy deepavali, friends.

=)

today, i went to Ravinder's open house.
ate like crapalot; hows FOUR PLATES of rice?
with sides of mutton curry and delish ayam rendang. ooooh!

i've always been a fan of indian food. not that i'm not a fan of chinese food
and i always will be. :D

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just imagine what happens lahh, if Ryan reads my blog.
*jaw drops*

Ryan's conscience;

like ehmagawd, stalkeeeer! *runs away*

a bit too bimbo-ish, eh?

Memory Rain- Ryan Conferido

Sucker

its midnight.
and i feel like crying.

Ryan hates me.

you're too lovable to be hated la, juyichaaan~

thanks, Haz. :)

you see; i thought Ryan hated me because i actually made him Milo and put it in a flask two days ago and gave it to his female manager to give it to him. and she was like 'i'll try to get Ryan to come out, yeah?' but he never did. and i couldn't stay long that day because Mei, Divs and i had curfew and had to go home already. i thought he hated me.

as we were strolling the 1st floor of Sgi Wang, rushing to the centre stage so that we do not miss a single bit of the show, we saw Ryan and Snow getting ready backstage on ground floor.

i didn't dare call out Ryan's name, so .....

Snow!

*both Snow and Ryan turns around and waves*

hey thanks for the Milo yesterday!

oh. you knew it was me?

it was you right?

yeah it was. x)

hahaa yeah. thank you so much. *pulls off a cute smile*

scratch that.

it was more than a cute smile.

he was sitting bersila on the floor, and his palms were stuck together, and he was nodding continuously; smiling the widest smile ever.

cutest Ryan moment, people!

*goes extreme headwire*

....

well that obviously ended my overreaction and depression. xD

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one thing that didn't make my perfect day though;

like, DAMMIT i've been on the SgiWang stage before in my previous i-do-not-even-want-to-recall life when the Malaysian SoYouThinkYouCanDance contestants were having an event; NO I DO NOT WANT TO GO UP THERE AGAIN! EVEN IF IT WAS ANOTHER GROUP OF SOYOUTHINKYOUCANDANCE MEMBERS!

i hated every moment up there.

but i can't really blame my dumbass ahmaaayzing friends la for pushing us up on stage yesterday because

• i was already a regular at the event
• the female manager remembered me
• Jamile and Ryan were constantly teasing me to go upstage
• SiuWern pulled me along

yeah thats SIUWERN NEXT TO ME!

you scratched me a small cut by the way. xD

dammit lahh you people.

yes you too, Ryan and Jamile. xD

then when the whole event was over, as usual lahh, i wanted to see them.


hey i added you on myspace.
yeah i saw that pict of you with Ryan. hahah.
you did!? wanna take a photo like that? :D
fo' suuure.

xD

and i see someone becoming a Ryan-freak already....

back off, honey.

this one's MINE.

stay in liiiiiiine, giiirl. *does a bimbo hairflick*

then i talked to Ryan for quite a long time...

like you know Milo's like, made in like KL and blablablaidontreallycareimeanimactuallytakingtoryanconferido...
uhuh uhuh. *listens intentively* :)

he was carrying a WinnieThePooh bag.
how cute is that!?!?

and screw all that lahh that was just how the pict looked like. xD
this was how it sounded;

awh. thank you so much for the Milo yesterday. *hugs*

=D *hugs*

i wanted to give you back your flask, but i didn't see you around after the event

oh we couldn't stay long, had curfew and all so ...

oh okaay..

i'm coming tomorrow night at 7 so ... :)

oh okay i'll watch out for you then. :) seriously thank you!

its the least i could do. :)

... is there gonna be more Milo? x)

=)
=)
=)
highlight of my day.



Divs you're so gonna love this oooone....

where's your other friend? that Di-Div..
Divya. yeah. she can't make it today.
aww. :(
hahaa she's coming too in the next few days. =)

*Divya reads this and goes kabonkers*

and that is why i looked like that after the event at Gasoline for lunch;

xP

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went to visit FooFy at hospital after SgiWang.
poor girl's got an ulser infection in her eye; and had to be repeatively injected in the eyeball for medication and crap.

yeah.
feel a needle going into your eyeball, sucker.

honestly, she was the cutest hospital patient we've ever seen; wrapped up in her blanket, wearing her big white hoodie and white patch over her infected eye.

conversation between Samantha and FooFy;
see SiuWern and Samuel the best; don't make noise. not like you people. ishh.
eh. we come here kacau you, eat your food, not enough ah?

roflmao
we did finish her porridge that Caryn brought her earlier la so .. xD

is there gonna be more Milo?

Work It- Missy Elliot

OH Yeahhhhh

a very old vid of Ryan doing his solo on the show.




Ryan.
i'm gonna see you again tomorrow. :)

A Day I've Waited All My Life

Yesterday was officially the best day of my life

i met them.
i met them.

tak cukup tak cukup.

Divs and i got pictures with them.

tak cukup.

we TALKED to them.
we actually hung out with these people.
for like what, half an hour?

me: Div-divya i can't move.
Divs: omg JuYi Ryan's like there la come on!

*Divs drags me over with her to Ryan*

h-h-hi, i'm a big fan. *continues stuttering*
awwww *gives me a hug*
she's one of your BIGGEST STALKERS i can tell you.
*burst out into dorky-JuYi laughter* we just visit your myspace page often. :)
yeah we read your poems and stuff and we go like awwww xD
oh. why don't you guys add me?
well ... your myspace page required us to know your email and your last name ...
yeah. =s
we thought you have enough fans, so ... *sigh*
aww myspace problem again. its always being like that. why don't you guys send me a message? then i'll add you. :)

whats your name?
i'm JuYi. :)
hello JuYi. i'm Ryan. :)

me: you Milo addict you.

Ryan: hahah i love Milo. like i went to a nearby 7-11, it ran out.

tak cukuuuup~

Ryan: hey you guys know anywhere we can eat?

Jamile: yeah we're like starving mayyn..

Me: *head goes headwire* SURE. follow me

note; i'm still not very good with the directions in Sgi Wang, so i wanted to bring them to Gasoline. i ended up bringing them to some restaurant on the third floor. they prolly hate me now. darn.

TAK CUKUP.

Ryan: you guys wanna join us?

beforeicouldsayanythingDivsopenshermouth: no no its okay lahh.

Ryan: awww okay whatevs. well thanks so much. you guys are awesome. *smiles*

....
you. turned down. an offer. to eat. with people. we fantasize about.
eii they prolly wanted some privacy la blablabla...

RIGHT, DIVYA.
RIGHT.

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i was so excited, my face became like FooFy's

saya suka Snow. :)

yupp thats Milo right there. xD

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what do you do when you meet a celebrity?

you do the kawaii pose. :)

but to me, your life journey is what becomes my inpsiration

I'll Be Your Love- Nicole Scherzinger